Dissatisfied

If Only....
2005-04-15 23:17:05 (UTC)

Can someone please call a surgeon?

7:10 PM

Interesting day came along and played with the strings
attached to my mind.
I was warped in thoughts and no matter how much
distraction I attracted, I was still consumed.
I escaped, finally, with a break on a bridge- and I sat
indian style on the wooden pier and shared a cigarette
with the Lord.
By the Lake's edge, nothing can permeate me except for
that undeniable feeling of Love.
So, I unwind on the ride home, after sharing lunch with
Tyler- and I nap with Alex...to enter into his wonderland
which is more innocent than my own. My hand on his chest,
feeling the rhythm of his heart beat, there was no way I
could stay awake even if I had tried.
So~ here I am anticipating my love's arrival...and feeling
the craving for nicotine come over me. I have not much to
say, and barely anything to do.
With Love and Sincerity, and adoration unlimited....

Who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart
that you're deserting for better company....




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