-karma's payback-

-the good times are killing me-
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2005-04-15 20:30:28 (UTC)

-now that you're gone-

i'm still...straining to hear you ...
i'm not the one who put your voice inside my head...
it's always been there,like a stain that you can't wash
out...
to remind me of the bond that we once shared...
it brings all my failures to light,just like you...
you used to make me feel so empty and useless...
i'm sick and tired of trying to fight it...
i'm out of patience and i'm out of excuses...

i can't wait for you anymore...
these games are getting old...
it feels like it's been forever...
since i put my life on hold...
in hopes of finding something better but you won't let me
let you go...

all the stupid shit that's tortured me for so long...
doesn't mean anything to me anymore...
'cause i've grown stronger since we fell apart...
but living without me has made you so cold...
and you will always be alone...
because you take too much for granted...
so just close your eyes and try to re-live...
all the moments that you missed in your head...

i will try to forget you...
but it's so fucking hard...
even though i can't remember...
why i loved you at all...
i can't wait for you anymore...
these games are getting old...
it feels like it's been forever...
since i put my life on hold...
in hopes of finding something better but my hope is dead
now that you're gone...


-doni-
-2003-


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