sxysqweekers

Drunk and in pain

I can't stand this. I have no idea why this is happening but
I am so pissed and so mad and so sad and so depressed. I
went and was having a fine day fine night. Then I go outside
to see Melissa and the girls and my fucking board is gone.
AndI am pretty sure it is my neighbors and I'm pissed bc
that is SO imature and I want it back, I already lost all my
fucking magnets, I want my board back.

Then I go and see the girls and that just made me more
depressed. I mean, I'm sorry guys wanna have sex with me. I
dont have sex with them. I mean, I'm just being used too,
and that's never a fun things, no matter what they think.
They might say, oh i wish i were being used. Um no you don't
because now i'm depressed as fuck.

I miss John. I want John. I need John. That's all I can ever
think about. I just want my John. I want to move ot Ireland
and just be with him as long as I can. And now I have a new
friend from Dublin, and I want him now, just to be my
friend. He's so nice, and so funny, and so sweet. I really
hope for everything that he is going to decided to come and
work at camp with me. And then I hope we can get his papers
together so he can come over.

AND I WANT MY FUCKING BOARD BACK DAMN IT. I AM SO FUCKING
PACKING EVERYTHING UP RIGHT NOW!! I HATE IT HERE. PEOPLE ARE
SO MEAN AND INCONCIDERATE.