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2005-04-13 19:53:56 (UTC)

Day 27

music:killers
mood:stressy! lol

al the lil things r gettin 2 me atm! grrrrrrrrr! my mums
complainin bout my dad sellin chrises house cos chris will
move 2 town an she wont c him as much cos she hardly sees
him now an i totlay see her point so y an i backin my dad
up! man i h8 this! i duno wot 2 sey wen things like this
cum up! i no my mums rit but i bk up my dad cos i dont
like 2 hear sey things bout him, shes not bein nasty jus
seyin how she feels! but i get ded defensive! i du it wen
my dad or kathy talk bout my mum 2! its stupid! y cant ppl
fall in love an it be 4eva! i no i sey i dont mind my mum
an dad bein split up cos the argued 2 much anyway ant her
was no point in then feelin crap bein 2 getha but i wish
they had bin in love 4eva! then they wudnt b unhappy
2getha! i supose we wudnt av ad jack an thats the onli
reason im not wishin so hard that things cud b changed cos
i love jack 2 bits an feel guilty 4 wantin things 2 b
diferent!...im gettin all down agen! i dont wana but
things r swirlin round in my hed! an i keep finkin bout
the utha day an wen i fink bout it it makes me feel reli
shit! i wish ppl didnt feel that way!! :(

2days bin great! iv bin so happy but now im on the way
down! i reli dont wana! i need a hug! im guna b needin a
hug 4 days an not get 1 i bet! im nearly cryin! i dont
wana!! i dont wana b weak anymore!




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