*the lost soul*

The book to my heart
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2005-04-12 18:59:55 (UTC)

poem-split second

As I feel the blade on my skin
The pain all seems to end
For a split second
I’m drowning in my blood
The pain is no longer their
Can’t this just be the imagine
I see in the mirror
I feel the need to slice
I need a better life
Its not you it’s me
I’m having problems
Why can’t you see?
I’m lonesome
I’m scared
I wanna get away from here
I’m sick of all the lies
The secrets
And everything they hide
All of this I feel
For only one split second
Every time I cut
My life just seems
To fade away
And all of this replaces it
Where does it go?
I wonder sometimes.
Then I realize,
It’s all in my mind…

*the lost soul*


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