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Play With Me
2005-04-11 17:20:25 (UTC)

Well, this is to me

Well, last night some fucked up shit happened to me,
and i got all upset and shit ( mama found out about my
witchcraft) and it wasnt pretty. But if im lucky ill be
moving in wid my cousins tha callahans anywayz. Well, i
have come to a point in my life where something very
different is happening to me. Something i am not used to,
nor ready for but i am willing to take a step further, and
as ben has said, just one step, not a leap. For once in my
life i actually want someone, not to neccesarily be dating
but to just BE wid someone. As we speak Eric is leaving my
mind, and once again tha thought of him has gone into
recession. eric standing me up Friday has made me realize
not to sit around for him. I got over him once and i can do
it again. Well anywayz, im probably gonna quit my
witchcraft for a while, if not altogether, lay off xutting
some, and wait for something or someone to happen to me.
Friday at tha concert ( which kiked major ass by tha way)
Rhonda, Eric's cousin, came and he didnt. I was so
depressed i just sat there tha whole night and Matt Moser
was one of tha only people who came over and said something
to me. He ( along wid everyone else in Silent Aggression)
sighned my cd, and later came over to me and looked at tha
case because apparantly he had not even seen his own cd,
then later he came back over after tha concert and we
talked about how my voice was going out from it, and how he
was all sweatty but their show kiked ass, and then he got
up to talk to someone about tha equipment and mama came, so
i didnt interrupt him to say bye. But, then again im pretty
sure he doesnt even kno my name, so damn..... And would
someone please tell me what is up wid tha lyrics page on
their site? Its somethin like " call this number for
crooked lyrics and tell ian i said hello" i dont, well i do
but, i want eighteen till midnight lyrics, not crooked
lyrics, but oh well, ill make ben or bobby call.... So,
yea. Im just gonna sit back and chill. wait
for....something, and i will kno it when it does so
yea....im so impatient........ oh yea, and for those of you
who have not listened to tha truck song or tha devil song,
you are missing out because they kik ass!!!!!!!




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