rachel

beautifuly broken
2005-04-08 21:09:53 (UTC)

to late to say goodbye

she just siting there thinking
think off the good days
when she was loved
and happy

she doesnt want to let thos memorys go
but yet theyere fading as fast as they happend
and being coverd by unhappyness
and sadness

now shes there all alone
thinking off how much she wants to go
she wishes this life werent hers and
she wants it all to be over

she thinks no one understainds
and no body cares
she wants it to be the way it was
befor her life went to this

she started cutting herself
she knows this is dumb
but now she cant stop
and she hertes her self more and more

noone loves her
they all wish she was gone
nobody cares like they used too
not even her mom

she thinks everything is agenst her
she wants things to be done
she lisons to the things that are said
and doesnt know why

she takes them all so personaly
and it makes her go insain
she thinks everyone is out to get her
they all love to see her pain

no shes gone
and noone has a clue
why she had to take her life
they stand there woundering why

what did she hate so much that made her hert herself
now shes looking up from hell
and noone knows where she has gone
noone realy honisly cares
but she doesnt seem to care

now they all realized what they missed
and now they cant get her back
they wish they could say they loved her
and that they cared
but everyone feels so sad and now they feel thae way she
did and its to late to say sorry




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