tina

Fragile life
2005-04-08 02:32:08 (UTC)

My destiny...

next week is my my last day...
and i am feeling nothing... numb already
but i am hoping time to past quickly...
i m afraid that i can't take it..
some of my fren who is taking this course.. they
said that its very stressful...
and we have a great responsible to look after them....


haha... u know y i choose nursing even though i dun
like this course....
its becos.. i dun wanna get into ITE...
u noe,.. nowadays pple are very arrogant...
they will tend to look down on ITE student..
and u see... i study in express level and in the
end of my sec live...
i still ended up in ITE...
wat would they said...
i knew that i can't blame anyone but myself...
but i don't really like how some of the pple
the way they judge ITE student...
and haiz....
anyway my live and fate.. its all yi chen ding ju le...
and that i choose nursing becos ...
i dun really have much of a choice...
and moreover.. after 3 yrs of my course i can applied for
air stewardess..
hmm this is the reason i manage to convince myself to
enrol into this course...
i know that i am foolish and stupid and all sort of
thing...
however.. i just wanna do things which are really simple...
haiz....

i'm still uncertain if i can apply for air stewardess
cos i m wearing apec.. and not really that tall.. haiz...
have a lots of things to fret..

ren sheng ru xi, xi ru ren sheng...
hmmm perhaps... this is my fate...
but i do believe.. that we can control our own destiny
its the matter whether.. we wanna do it or not...
ok today till here...


:( or :)




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