Zach

CloudStrifeOmn
2005-04-08 01:37:55 (UTC)

The Park

wow it's so crazy how funny i feel when i talk to her..
it's just like everythings perfect and how could you ever
want that feeling to end? I cant..

it was just so great and happy my whole body was just..
empowered with joy.. even though i couldnt just climb
ontop of that stupid pole lol or do a penny drop lol..

i still cant describe what it's like to just walk next to
her.. so amazingly great i just gah.. =)

anyway it was a highlight of mine.. least one of the
highest in a long time.. since before my uncle


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I know she has no idea why i love her so much.. i know her
and dan have been talking sorta.. and that's why i
remember kinda reading in one of her mails.. i know it's
horrible i know what their talking about and i'm terribly
sorry but to me it made me think i had a chance... and to
think that again.. it was like bringing the sun into the
darkest depths of the ocean where black is the lightest
color.. lol wierd.. anyway

it's because she makes everything so perfect for me.. the
look of her always brings a smile no matter how hard i can
try to hide it.. her voice could snap me out of any
conversation... just to give her a hug sometimes lol.. i
mean randomally it'd be wierd but everytime it wouldnt
just make a day it'd perfect a week.. kinda like waking up
to know you'll see her gives you the strength to move..
the way she acts.. just how cute she is.. always..

i know i have a date to prom and it kinda sounds bad but
i'd rather go with tina.. more then anything.. i donno i'd
like to not go with katie and go with tina.. but.. i donno
i eh.. still processing in my mind.. if i asked her (
tina ) about it to be a friend she'd probably say it's
fine i'll just be the third wheel over here but i wonder
what she really wants? unless that is it..

i wish i coulda just sat with her longer.. i'll probably
come write back later.. but now peace




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