BANKY EDWARDS

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2005-04-07 07:44:53 (UTC)

SOME GREAT REWARD

"I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who'll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
She'll get my support
She will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general

Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
She'll hear me out
And won't easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact she'll often disagree
But at the end of it all
She will understand me

I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and
With every breath
Someone who'll help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I don't want to be tied
To anyone's strings
I'm carefully trying to steer clear of
Those things

But when I'm asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I'll get away with it"

AS great a writer as I am, those are not an original piece,
but lyrics from a song by the band Depeche Mode. The song is
called "Somebody" and it's on the album SOME GREAT REWARD.

Today wasn't the best of days for me, my fault and the fault
of my dad's too for working me too hard, but tomorrow is
sure to be a better day. I wanted to put the entire song
lyric for the whole wide web to see because it's a beautiful
song that I'm playing on repeat right now and it's helping
me clear my mind, and it kinda fits the way I am now in my
mindframe. I know I'm not alone in the world, I have
supporters right and left and people who love me fore who I
am, but.... still, it's not the same kind of love that one
special girl could give me... a girl whoI have yet to
meet...

Ohh well, as unfair as the Vegas bullshit feels to me, and
my SISTER's bullshit complied onto my DAD's compiled onto
the other half-assed morons I deal with on a dayly basis,
maybe I'm meant to go to Vegas and find this special girl.
Who knows what's in stored for me in the future? Anything's
possible. All I know for a fact is that I am counting the
days until I get the fuck out of West Covina and get my
clean slate, because staying in this house, living in these
four walls, staying someplace where I have to many bad
memories and things that remind me of shit that went wrong
in my life and feeling disconnected from the rest of the
world and my current lack of trustworthy, honest people....
maybe a change is what I need to get people to notice me.
I'm a nice guy, I don't force anybody to do anything they
don't want to, and most important I'm a very loyal friend-
somewhere out there, there's a girl for me, I just haven't
met her yet. ButI will.... soon....


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