Kalamity K

The Daily Chaos of Kalamity K
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2005-04-06 16:38:59 (UTC)

Characters Abound...Save One...

Characters are literally exploding out of my head right
now...I want to write and write and write and write and
write and write and write...

Except on the one character that I NEED to have firmly in
my head. No. She couldn't POSSIBLY come and help me out
right now, could she?

GODDAMN KARI, STOP SCREWING AROUND AND COME THE FUCK BACK
TO ME. YOU WANT TO FINISH YOUR STORY, DON'T YOU? YOU WANT
ME TO KNOW HOW IT ENDS, DON'T YOU? I KNOW YOU DO OR YOU
WOULDN'T HAVE COME IN THE FIRST PLACE. NOW STOP SCREWING
AROUND, YOUNG LADY, AND GET YOUR ASS BACK TO WHERE IT
BELONGS. ON MY GODDAMN PAGES!!!!!!!

[-settles down a bit-]

I'm finished yelling at the ether. Thank you for that.

I'm not sure if I should just write what is in my head,
even if it is off-topic, or if I should force it into the
characters that I am concentrating on. I don't know. I
don't think forcing it is very good. I can feel I'm
starting to write the wrong character into this story.
It's stressing me out. The last few scenes I've written
all have big notes on top of the page: REDO. THIS IS
WRONG. THIS IS NOT HOW IT GOES.

I thought the theory was better to write something than
nothing at all. I'm thinking of putting away my orange
book and doing something new, letting these other
characters come to life...

But I know what will happen. Kari will come back into my
head with a vengeance and then I'll end up with two
characters who are half instead of wholly formed. I was
going to say half-baked instead of fully-baked but that was
too harsh, even for me. LOL.

I made a tough decision for me. I was just going to write
it through, whatever was in my head on this story, I was
going to write it. Screw order. Screw cohesion. Screw
logic and flow. And then, I hit another wall. Taht wasa
really tough decision for me, especially on the way I had
been writing this one...but I made it. And now? The
fucking story is going even SLOWER and WORSE than
before!!!!!!! Fuck this is pissing me off.

Times like these I want a video camera so I can just film
what I'm seeing and be fucking done with it. Goddamn.

No, really. Goddamn it!

Kari, listen to me, little one. You've got me where you
want me, where you want everyone. On my knees, begging for
you to come back to me. Seeing how important you are to
me. Showing you the power you have over me.

SO GET OFF YOUR POWER TRIP AND COME BACK HERE! [-stamps
foot-] [-grins slightly-] The problem is...I know you
know that there's so much of me in you that I couldn't ever
stay angry...not really...I
just...need...your...help...to...finish....your...story...pl
ease???

Thank you.

Going away to my important, creativity-inspiring job.

4 hours until the Jays game comes on. I might get to catch
the last few innings when I get home tonight...

Kari, Kari, Kari...come and please, bring Sven and the gang
along with you. I miss them...and for christ's sake, bring
me the right scenes, too, would you? I need help there, as
well! [-groans ruefully-]

A very wise man once said that writing sucks.

Today, for today only, I really bloody well concur. ;(
ARGH!

K2


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