holyliar

THE BOOK OF ME
2005-04-06 11:02:57 (UTC)

FCUK IT: the thoughts

i am considfering being gay...
i get along better with girls....and righ now i hate boys

maybe im too forward, and have turned them all off (they
use to think i was hot stuff....but now i am cold turkey)

its so fucking annoying

......................................

my friend burst out crying this morning....shes actually
my one true friend, and shes suffering from anorexia.

i wanted to go to her at once and just hold her, but there
were just so many people around that i couldnt get to her

i love her, but since i have changed in the last year, ive
found it hard to talk to her....


I HAVE NO FRIENDS....I AM FRIENDLESS

AND IT ANNOYS ME.....because i become less confident
around people, i screw up, and sometimes get too loud, etc
etc.....


IM NOT APPROACHABLE,


IM TOO FORWARD

I NEED TO STOP BEING SOMEONE IM NOT, AND JUST START

BEING ME

IN FACT


JUST START BEING




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