Kalamity K

The Daily Chaos of Kalamity K
2005-04-05 13:25:33 (UTC)

My Patience for This Place Is Wearing Thin...Very Thin...

Yeah. Hi.

I'm at work.

I'm trying to stay zen b/c I can't afford to not have a job.

But it's taking all my self-control not to lose it on
someone.

You know what, people?

You are petty and stupid and I almost hate all of you.

Get over yourselves. Start treating people better. Don't
be rude and horrible and just plain stupid. Just don't do
it.

I'll explain more later. But right now, I have to do the
URGENT work that was on my chair. Wheezie's urgent work.
So urgent, it waited over night. Yeah. That's urgent.
Right. Bullshit.

Oh. And that COD package? The one they told me to pick up
and keep the receipts? They don't want to pay me for it.
Get fucked.

Bullshit, urgent. It's not urgent. You'd think it was
life-threatening.

They can all screw off. As soon as I can find a new job,
I'm fucking out of here.

Everyone better fucking leave me alone today. MFS has
something she needs to talk about later, something in her
life. I frankly don't want to hear it. I feel like
sitting and stewing and being pissed that when they are
away I'm supposed to pick up the slack but that when I'm
away my reports sit and collect dust. I shouldn't
complain. I know MFS did some stuff for Wheezie, the
incompetent fuck that she is, can't do shit on her own.
But still. She left early yesterday, another doctor's
appointment for her kid. There are few times I wish I had
a kid. I don't usually get upset over people taking time
off for their kids. I'm not like that. But this situation
is getting on my nerves...and making me understand a bit
better those people who think the workplace shafts them
when they don't have kids, on holidays and etc. It's long
and involved and I don't have time. I have to get my
URGENT work done. For the record, I'm not jaded and bitter
about the last thing I wrote, the kids thing, but I do see
where people are sometimes coming from.

Urgent BULLSHIT. If you'd get your shit together in time
you stupid fuck you'd not have to run around screaming
URGENT all the time.

I want to go home. I really fucking hate myself when I'm
in this job.

Oh, listen, it's Wheezie rolling in at 0930. So she can
bitch that her assistant leaves at 1615. Screw off. I
mean it. Screw off slowly. I hope it fucking hurts, too.

Right. I'm done. Better go get my urgent fucking work
done and get caught up on the phone calls and shit I had to
make last week when my voice wasn't working and all this
other bullshit, not to mention the zillion reports sitting
here b/c no one could do them for me, EVEN THOUGH I was
conscientious enough to bring the goddamn COD report down
yesterday b/c I was too scared to leave it sitting in my
house. Fucking waste of gas and time and money. Last time
I try to do something right for these people. THE LAST
TIME.

I'm really done for now. Like I said, they'd all better
leave me alone. On a side note, the one person who I wish
wouldn't leave me alone is awol. I hate this. I really
fucking hate this. I just hope everything over there is
going alright. It would make me feel at least like
something is going right somewhere.

K2




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