-karma's payback-

-the good times are killing me-
2005-04-04 21:59:02 (UTC)

-self pity lifestyle-

look at you now..!
all tied up and bound by your crown...
but what is it good for now that i refuse to bow down..?
so,take these fucking nails,get them out of my wrists...
i never deserved to be crucified like this...
and put on display for the world to see my blood...
every drop is on your hands...
i will remember you in the end..!

(c)
over and over again...
this shit is paralyzing me...
i cannot lie,i've always wondered why you keep on hitting
me..?
why am i so afraid...to put an end to this right now..?
it's what i've always wanted for so long..!

i'd die..!
if i could just commit to myself...
i want to kill myself...
i wanna fucking die..!
i'm so ashamed of myself...
i let you get he best of me again...
i hope you fucking die..!

look at me now..!
i've turned self pity into a life style...
but what is it good for besides feeling sorry for myself..?
it keeps me so pre-occupied i tend to forget...
to take some time out to reflect on this mess that i've
made of my life...
and how it will effect me in the end..!

(c)
it's what i've always wanted for so long..!


-doni-




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