Ms.Misery

Abstract Soul
2005-04-03 19:26:59 (UTC)

This dream I had was soooooo..........

A Dream I Had

I had a dream the other day that I found my soul mate.
It was my friend Kevin in a car, someone else I did not
know, and myself.
We were on some sort of highway and we were traveling home
from someplace.
We had stopped at a convenience store and I had met him.
After a conversation, we were going to take him along with
us back to my hometown. For some reason unknown to me, my
friends left him behind and he stood there in the parking
lot just watching me leave. I was turned around, watching
us leave him.

Years later in my life, I was traveling down the road
looking for some place and found his house. For some
reason I knew that it was his house and I left a note
under his front door that it was I, the girl who left him
behind those years ago at the convenience store. He never
called me back. I found out somehow that he no longer
lived there. I went home to my own home and found that he
lived beside me and had been living there all these years.
Of all the years he lived there and I finally got in touch
with him.
His name was Eduardo.
For some reason, after he told me his name, he let go of a
blue balloon .
As we continued talking, I watched the balloon get smaller
and smaller as it flew further and further away.

The next day I found that he moved and did not inform me.

For the rest of my life I never found him again and for
some reason, thirty years had passed and I was moving.

I was traveling down this street that was so gorgeous….I
was captivated.
As I looked to the sky, I saw that the world was grey and
so cold and ugly.

This street, however, was so very beautiful.
The trees that outlined the road were of all different
bright colors and on some lawns, the trees had roses in
them and some of the petals had fallen to the ground. They
were enormous petals.
I could smell actual ROSES in my dream!!!!

I know this sounds so just like any other dream, but to
me, I felt the reality of it’s beauty.
I was so in love with that feeling. Like a feeling unlike
anything I had ever felt.

Anyway…as I turned into the driveway of the new home that
I would be living in I saw a home that looked as if it
were vacant, it was my neighbors.

I lived in my home for some time and one day went outside
and noticed that someone had definitely lived in that home
that I thought was vacant.

The person who lived in that home was Eduardo.

As I walked over to speak with him…that same blue balloon
that he had
Let fly away years and years ago, descended down toward us.

…and that was my dream.
Ironic, huh?




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