Just a small bird wanting to fly

CloudNStar
2005-04-02 11:24:21 (UTC)

Shall i beg?

Diary...

I really want to find out how he is right now??

but part of me told me not to do it.. maybe he just need
sometimes to think...?

but what about if he is in depression??

Another part of me afraid to find out that he is fine and
therefore, he will look down on how I am chasing after him
like crazy...

Also afraid to feel unsecured as usual.. that he already
started another relationship with another girl??

Diary.. i am so saddddd.......... i feel so bad.......
I wish tommorow never comes...




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