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beaytiful allure
2005-04-01 22:51:40 (UTC)

fresh start

Im ntring to make a mew start. Im going back to
treatment,getting a job a wallmart(if i pass my ua)which i
think i did. im even plotting going to school or starting
some thing.Ive let Kyle go we still talk bbut i wont be
going to hutch anymorre.I dont have a car to go so its
probley a good thing. James keeps askin about gettin
together and hookin up but,man,he is so into the drugs i
cant stand it,thats not the kinda life I want.I keep
hoping hell let it all go but im not holding my breath.
God Jason is pissin me off tho...he bitchs about
EVERYTHING ABOUT ME and doews nothing but mooch off the
family...i jus wisk hed go to jail or SOMETHING i feel
like thats the whole reason i fuck up,i cant do shit here
so i go out and get into trouble...even being on the pc at
night he gripes to Gramm.Justin told me i can go over to
his place anytime,but i dont wanna interfear with hhim and
his girl...im tring to accept that(him and his gf)
Slipknot was in town las week and everyone went...Kyle
said he called to tell me he seen me and he was in town
but i didnt get the call OR even a voice mail he said the
vm woulnt of made a diff...whatever i think he was afraid
justin or someone would seee him and tell me so he jus
told me to covere his own ass.
Anyways i gatta be going to trrtment soi gatta go.
Im gnna go hang out with stacy for awile tongight and
then john and James if he calls and all the while im gnna
txt nichpole and brag...shes a bitch...and her lil fuckin
friend with her additude las week in the car*im like
bitch , what who do u tjhink i am...whatever screw the
dumb shits in my world time to move on


PIMPIN




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