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Date: 3/11/05 12:16:58 AM Mountain Standard Time
From: UntoldUnknown
To: UntoldUnknown

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Date: 3/11/05 12:16:44 AM Mountain Standard Time
From: UntoldUnknown
To: [email protected]

Three words for you: Good fucking riddance.

In a message dated 3/11/05 12:13:54 AM Mountain Standard
Time, [email protected] writes:
I'm not even going to say anything to you anymore, because
arguing doesn't
get us anywhere. Does it? I mean honestly. I know I need to
grow up, but
still. We've both said what we needed to say. Let's ignore
each other in
peace already!

At 11:53 PM 3/10/2005, you wrote:
I never said what Dusty thought or didn't think about what
he deserves and
that's my opinion on the matter -- I don't think you're
worth shit. What
woman? All you are is a child who tries to think too
highly of
herself. It must not have meant so much to you, since you
back-stabbed
me. The only reason I said those things is because I was
taking into
consideration how much you worry -- trying to be a good
friend and letting
all the things go to rest in your putrid little mind. You
know why Rob
told me? Because in our relationship, we're honest about
shit. If
something bothers one of us, we tell the other person. He
valued me
enough to tell me about the shit you were spreading.
Don't try to pin
this all on me. I didn't have to say shit, but because I
thought we were
friends, I did. If you were fine with all the shit I said
to you, why'd
you tell Dusty about it all bothering you when he called.
Obviously, you
weren't. I wish he would go back to his ex and drop you
on your lying
ass. Let you be down on the ground where you belong, with
the rest of the
trash you spew forth. So, why don't you just cut the crap
and don't deal
me out any of this "Our-friendship-meant-so-much"
bullshit. That might
work on other people, like your mother, but it doesn't fly
with me and I'm
not putting up with it. I haven't ever put up with that
kind of shit, so
why should I start with someone like you?

In a message dated 3/10/05 11:09:40 PM Mountain Standard
Time,
[email protected] writes:
If Dusty thought he deserved better, he wouldn't have
stayed with me this
long and he wouldn't be trying so hard to help me be the
woman he knows I
can be.

And as far as the friendship thing goes, it did mean a
lot to me. But the
way I look at it, you shouldn't have even let on that you
knew anything
because if I remember right, Rob wasn't supposed to tell
you anything
either. If I remember right you said something to the
affect of "I'm not
even supposed to know about this." So the way I look at
it, if you hadn't
said anything about there being secrets, this wouldn't
have happened. So,
Dusty wanted to see his son. I have no problem with that.
And so he was
thinking about going back to his ex. If he had, I would
have been fine with
that because he would have made his choice. But,
apparently he's made his
choice and it's to be with me no matter what, so I'm done
talking about it.
He's told me not to question his loyalty to me, and I've
stopped. He loves
me. I may not understand why, but he does, and that's
fine.

I've stopped trying to figure him out in a lot of areas.
All it does is
make him retreat further into himself, so if he loves me,
he loves me and I
don't care about the reasons why.

At 11:34 AM 3/10/2005, you wrote:.
If you don't need my advice, that's peachy. I'm not a
therapist (if so,
you owe me money) and I don't need it backfiring (yet
again). I don't
think your relationship is screwed up, I think he
deserves better. I
don't need advice from someone who doesn't know jack
shit about a
relationship. I don't care if you don't want to fight
anymore, because
you already used your one chance at being my friend.
You lost my trust --
you're not worth my time. I'm not down because of you;
see, each person
that fucks me over teaches me something. I learned from
you that the
years of friendship didn't mean shit because I still
couldn't trust
you. Period. So, off with you now. You don't have to
be scarce because
I'm around, but don't expect me to wear a mask with you
and act like
everything's cool. Because it's not.

In a message dated 3/9/05 10:57:35 PM Mountain Standard
Time,
[email protected] writes:
("He WAS using you, but THAT'S NOT THE ONLY
fucking REASON he's
WITH YOU, and that's lost on me.")
He's with me because he loves me, and I don't
need your
advice or
anything else from you to prove that to me. If he was
only with me for my
money, I wouldn't even get a paycheck because he'd make
me cash it and
then
go blow every penny on stuff he wanted, leaving me high
and dry. He'd live
a lot higher on the hog than he does right now if he
was using me. Gas and
cigarettes. That's all he asks of me and I'm happy to
give it to him. I
don't tell you how to spend your money, so please don't
tell me how I
should spend mine. You might think my relationship is
screwed up, but
it's
not, and the only two people in it are Dusty and I, so
we're the only ones
who have a say in what happens between us.
Dusty and I have our relationship, you and
Rob have yours. It's
done. I wasn't trying to lecture you, I was only trying
to offer advice. I
understand that you were only trying to do the same for
me. But I realize
now that I should have gone to Dusty, and I'll do that
in the future. He's
the only person I need to rely on for support. We're
working on it, and
things will get better for us.
I don't want to fight with you anymore. I
don't care that you
don't trust me anymore, I just hope that for Rob and
Dusty's sake we can
come to an understanding. I don't want there to be bad
blood between us
anymore. I know we don't trust each other, but can we
at least learn
to get
along for the sake of the guys? I think we both know
how much it hurts
them
when we're down, so maybe we can work something out for
them.
Let me know. That's the reason I left so
early last night. I
didn't want something to start while everybody was in a
good mood. And I'm
not going to stop seeing Dusty just because you're
around.

At 09:11 PM 3/7/2005, you wrote:
Me:
Okay, what did I do to piss you off so bad(You were
sitting there,
begging for advice, then trying to lecture me on how
to run a
relationship you really know jack shit about.)? I
don't understand how
we can
go from such a good conversation to you logging out
on me. What has
Dusty
said to Rob that's so bad? Please tell me. I have
this sinking
feeling in
the pit of my stomach like something isn't right
(Nothing's ever right
with you. What's new?). Ya know, if you really
cared about my feelings and my heart, you would tell
me so that I
can make
the decision that's right for me(Then, maybe you
should have
reciprocated it, bitch.). Is Dusty just using me for
my money(Did you
listen to yourself in that IM? You said he was.
That's what the
majority of the IM was about. You worrying about it,
then asking over
and over again: "Is he using me? I know he is.")? Is
he going to keep me broke and then do something to me
(Do
something? Like what? Shows how much you trust
him.)? I have to know,
Kim.
If I'm in danger(Now, why the fuck would you be in
danger? He went to
jail for fraud, not murder.), I need to know. Please
tell me.

You:
What pissed me off the most is that you asked if you
could trust me if I
was going to keep something to myself. Maybe you
haven't got any secrets,
but a lot of people do, and one reason I am hesitant
to tell you is
because
sometimes, you have a tendency of letting the truth out
(Gee, I wonder
when
THIS happens, Katie?), and it'd be my ass
on the line. You're not in danger, Katie, so quit
worrying about that.
Dusty and Rob talk a lot, but I know he is using you
for your money(I
agree with this. He was using you, but that's not the
only fucking
reason
he's with you, and that's lost on me.),
without either of them having to say so. Why else
would he say it's not
right for you to support him and then turn around
begging more money
off of
you(You said that yourself, which is why it was even
brought up. That's
why it was brought up. "He says he doesn't think it's
right that I give
him money, but in the same breath, turns around and
asks for more." It
was something really close to that effect.). If you
didn't keep
giving him
all your money, you would have been able
to buy as many clothes as you wanted AND still have
been able to get oil
and antifreeze in your car(You were bitching about
this, too). You
need to
quit being so afraid of being alone
and of living and fucking do something about it. You
need to stand up for
yourself and you need to do something to make you a
happier person.
If you
liked school, go back. If you don't want to work at
Wendy's anymore, find
another job. What the hell are you working for if all
your money goes to
Dipshit(Bitching about it in IM.)? I've been with Rob
long enough now to
know that if I didn't have
him leased to me, he would blow all of his money, then
all of mine(To
prove a point that if you didn't want Dusty spending
your money, not to
let him.). I think
I'm wasting my time here, because I know you're going
to be stubborn
because half of what I'm saying is what your mother
has been. Dusty's
almost 30. He has a son. He needs to keep a job and
help support that
kid.
I don't care if he doesn't because he went to jail or
because Alicia is a
bitch -- he son didn't do anything to inherit neglect
from his
father, and
it's Dusty's fault he went to jail(You were bitching
about this
through IM
-- in fact, those are your words.... That he needed
to support him and
all that.). I just don't think I can keep giving
you advice, trying to help you better yourself if all
your going to do is
turn around and give me the equivalent of a hard punch
in the
face(HEY! LOOK! I WAS RIGHT!). It's up
to you, though. You're almost 20 now, so fucking make
up your mind for
once.

Me:
Okay, so now we both know they're using me for my
money. I won't
let them do that anymore(LIAR.). I'm going to take
some measures to make
sure they
don't. Please don't stop talking to me. I want your
help(Apparently
not. Actions speak louder than words.). Everybody else
has tried, but nobody has gotten through. I don't
want him to use me
anymore.
There ARE some things you can trust me with, and you
know that(I thought
so. You proved me wrong.). Just please
tell me, Kim. I HAVE TO KNOW. If the only reason he
says he loves me is
because of my money, then I have to know. You CAN
trust me. I know
how to
keep my mouth shut when it's important(Then why
didn't you, you little
fucking lying back-stabbing whore?).
Just PLEASE! TELL ME WHAT HE SAID!!!!

You:
Fine, but if this comes back to bite me, I'm going to
become an elective
mute. Dusty said he was only going to come up when he
got paid (this was
when they didn't know WHEN they got paid). Dusty was
thinking of
going back
to a girlfriend in South Dakota (I think her name was
Misty) as soon
as he
got off of probation. I think that's changed as of
now. He was breaking
down
yesterday because he hasn't seen his kid and is
reminded of that
every time
he looks at Emma. The weekend after this upcoming one,
they're planning a
trip to Riverton that not even I'm supposed to know
about to go see his
son. Katie, I just want to make sure that when Dusty
blows his money, you
don't pull out your checkbook (Lookie! You still did!)
(I know you
haven't
got one now, but it's a
theoretic saying). We've been friends almost 4 years
now, and if you
don't
listen to others that say the same thing, I hope
you'll listen to me.


I wrote this in part to defend myself, and in part to
let you know my
thoughts on it later. I don't care if it pisses you
off or whatever,
because as an American, I get that little thing called
freedom of
speech. I just have to say that you wonder why: (1)
You have very few
friends, (2) People don't like talking to you for
long, and (3) No one
trusts you. Also, Rob is NOT Dusty's keeper, that is
ROB'S phone and it
wastes his minutes having you call every ten minutes.
Also, if I want to
fuck around and not let you talk to him or tell you
where he is, just
remember that paybacks are a bitch and so am I. I
just took revenge for
when you wouldn't let me know where Rob was when you
were all in
Glenrock.


Subj: Fwd: Reply to E-mail you sent.
Date: 3/10/05 11:53:27 PM Mountain Standard Time
From: UntoldUnknown
To: UntoldUnknown

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Date: 3/10/05 11:53:15 PM Mountain Standard Time
From: UntoldUnknown
To: [email protected]

I never said what Dusty thought or didn't think about what
he deserves and that's my opinion on the matter -- I don't
think you're worth shit. What woman? All you are is a
child who tries to think too highly of herself. It must
not have meant so much to you, since you back-stabbed me.
The only reason I said those things is because I was taking
into consideration how much you worry -- trying to be a
good friend and letting all the things go to rest in your
putrid little mind. You know why Rob told me? Because in
our relationship, we're honest about shit. If something
bothers one of us, we tell the other person. He valued me
enough to tell me about the shit you were spreading. Don't
try to pin this all on me. I didn't have to say shit, but
because I thought we were friends, I did. If you were fine
with all the shit I said to you, why'd you tell Dusty about
it all bothering you when he called. Obviously, you
weren't. I wish he would go back to his ex and drop you on
your lying ass. Let you be down on the ground where you
belong, with the rest of the trash you spew forth. So, why
don't you just cut the crap and don't deal me out any of
this "Our-friendship-meant-so-much" bullshit. That might
work on other people, like your mother, but it doesn't fly
with me and I'm not putting up with it. I haven't ever put
up with that kind of shit, so why should I start with
someone like you?

In a message dated 3/10/05 11:09:40 PM Mountain Standard
Time, [email protected] writes:
If Dusty thought he deserved better, he wouldn't have
stayed with me this
long and he wouldn't be trying so hard to help me be the
woman he knows I
can be.

And as far as the friendship thing goes, it did mean a lot
to me. But the
way I look at it, you shouldn't have even let on that you
knew anything
because if I remember right, Rob wasn't supposed to tell
you anything
either. If I remember right you said something to the
affect of "I'm not
even supposed to know about this." So the way I look at it,
if you hadn't
said anything about there being secrets, this wouldn't have
happened. So,
Dusty wanted to see his son. I have no problem with that.
And so he was
thinking about going back to his ex. If he had, I would
have been fine with
that because he would have made his choice. But, apparently
he's made his
choice and it's to be with me no matter what, so I'm done
talking about it.
He's told me not to question his loyalty to me, and I've
stopped. He loves
me. I may not understand why, but he does, and that's fine.

I've stopped trying to figure him out in a lot of areas.
All it does is
make him retreat further into himself, so if he loves me,
he loves me and I
don't care about the reasons why.

At 11:34 AM 3/10/2005, you wrote:.
If you don't need my advice, that's peachy. I'm not a
therapist (if so,
you owe me money) and I don't need it backfiring (yet
again). I don't
think your relationship is screwed up, I think he deserves
better. I
don't need advice from someone who doesn't know jack shit
about a
relationship. I don't care if you don't want to fight
anymore, because
you already used your one chance at being my friend. You
lost my trust --
you're not worth my time. I'm not down because of you;
see, each person
that fucks me over teaches me something. I learned from
you that the
years of friendship didn't mean shit because I still
couldn't trust
you. Period. So, off with you now. You don't have to be
scarce because
I'm around, but don't expect me to wear a mask with you
and act like
everything's cool. Because it's not.

In a message dated 3/9/05 10:57:35 PM Mountain Standard
Time,
[email protected] writes:
("He WAS using you, but THAT'S NOT THE ONLY
fucking REASON he's
WITH YOU, and that's lost on me.")
He's with me because he loves me, and I don't
need your advice or
anything else from you to prove that to me. If he was
only with me for my
money, I wouldn't even get a paycheck because he'd make
me cash it and then
go blow every penny on stuff he wanted, leaving me high
and dry. He'd live
a lot higher on the hog than he does right now if he was
using me. Gas and
cigarettes. That's all he asks of me and I'm happy to
give it to him. I
don't tell you how to spend your money, so please don't
tell me how I
should spend mine. You might think my relationship is
screwed up, but it's
not, and the only two people in it are Dusty and I, so
we're the only ones
who have a say in what happens between us.
Dusty and I have our relationship, you and Rob
have yours. It's
done. I wasn't trying to lecture you, I was only trying
to offer advice. I
understand that you were only trying to do the same for
me. But I realize
now that I should have gone to Dusty, and I'll do that in
the future. He's
the only person I need to rely on for support. We're
working on it, and
things will get better for us.
I don't want to fight with you anymore. I don't
care that you
don't trust me anymore, I just hope that for Rob and
Dusty's sake we can
come to an understanding. I don't want there to be bad
blood between us
anymore. I know we don't trust each other, but can we at
least learn to get
along for the sake of the guys? I think we both know how
much it hurts them
when we're down, so maybe we can work something out for
them.
Let me know. That's the reason I left so early
last night. I
didn't want something to start while everybody was in a
good mood. And I'm
not going to stop seeing Dusty just because you're around.

At 09:11 PM 3/7/2005, you wrote:
Me:
Okay, what did I do to piss you off so bad(You were
sitting there,
begging for advice, then trying to lecture me on how to
run a
relationship you really know jack shit about.)? I don't
understand how
we can
go from such a good conversation to you logging out on
me. What has Dusty
said to Rob that's so bad? Please tell me. I have this
sinking feeling in
the pit of my stomach like something isn't right
(Nothing's ever right
with you. What's new?). Ya know, if you really
cared about my feelings and my heart, you would tell me
so that I can make
the decision that's right for me(Then, maybe you should
have
reciprocated it, bitch.). Is Dusty just using me for my
money(Did you
listen to yourself in that IM? You said he was. That's
what the
majority of the IM was about. You worrying about it,
then asking over
and over again: "Is he using me? I know he is.")? Is
he going to keep me broke and then do something to me(Do
something? Like what? Shows how much you trust him.)?
I have to know,
Kim.
If I'm in danger(Now, why the fuck would you be in
danger? He went to
jail for fraud, not murder.), I need to know. Please
tell me.

You:
What pissed me off the most is that you asked if you
could trust me if I
was going to keep something to myself. Maybe you haven't
got any secrets,
but a lot of people do, and one reason I am hesitant to
tell you is because
sometimes, you have a tendency of letting the truth out
(Gee, I wonder when
THIS happens, Katie?), and it'd be my ass
on the line. You're not in danger, Katie, so quit
worrying about that.
Dusty and Rob talk a lot, but I know he is using you for
your money(I
agree with this. He was using you, but that's not the
only fucking reason
he's with you, and that's lost on me.),
without either of them having to say so. Why else would
he say it's not
right for you to support him and then turn around
begging more money off of
you(You said that yourself, which is why it was even
brought up. That's
why it was brought up. "He says he doesn't think it's
right that I give
him money, but in the same breath, turns around and asks
for more." It
was something really close to that effect.). If you
didn't keep giving him
all your money, you would have been able
to buy as many clothes as you wanted AND still have been
able to get oil
and antifreeze in your car(You were bitching about this,
too). You need to
quit being so afraid of being alone
and of living and fucking do something about it. You
need to stand up for
yourself and you need to do something to make you a
happier person. If you
liked school, go back. If you don't want to work at
Wendy's anymore, find
another job. What the hell are you working for if all
your money goes to
Dipshit(Bitching about it in IM.)? I've been with Rob
long enough now to
know that if I didn't have
him leased to me, he would blow all of his money, then
all of mine(To
prove a point that if you didn't want Dusty spending
your money, not to
let him.). I think
I'm wasting my time here, because I know you're going to
be stubborn
because half of what I'm saying is what your mother has
been. Dusty's
almost 30. He has a son. He needs to keep a job and help
support that kid.
I don't care if he doesn't because he went to jail or
because Alicia is a
bitch -- he son didn't do anything to inherit neglect
from his father, and
it's Dusty's fault he went to jail(You were bitching
about this through IM
-- in fact, those are your words.... That he needed to
support him and
all that.). I just don't think I can keep giving
you advice, trying to help you better yourself if all
your going to do is
turn around and give me the equivalent of a hard punch
in the
face(HEY! LOOK! I WAS RIGHT!). It's up
to you, though. You're almost 20 now, so fucking make up
your mind for
once.

Me:
Okay, so now we both know they're using me for my
money. I won't
let them do that anymore(LIAR.). I'm going to take some
measures to make
sure they
don't. Please don't stop talking to me. I want your help
(Apparently
not. Actions speak louder than words.). Everybody else
has tried, but nobody has gotten through. I don't want
him to use me
anymore.
There ARE some things you can trust me with, and you
know that(I thought
so. You proved me wrong.). Just please
tell me, Kim. I HAVE TO KNOW. If the only reason he
says he loves me is
because of my money, then I have to know. You CAN trust
me. I know how to
keep my mouth shut when it's important(Then why didn't
you, you little
fucking lying back-stabbing whore?).
Just PLEASE! TELL ME WHAT HE SAID!!!!

You:
Fine, but if this comes back to bite me, I'm going to
become an elective
mute. Dusty said he was only going to come up when he
got paid (this was
when they didn't know WHEN they got paid). Dusty was
thinking of going back
to a girlfriend in South Dakota (I think her name was
Misty) as soon as he
got off of probation. I think that's changed as of now.
He was breaking
down
yesterday because he hasn't seen his kid and is reminded
of that every time
he looks at Emma. The weekend after this upcoming one,
they're planning a
trip to Riverton that not even I'm supposed to know
about to go see his
son. Katie, I just want to make sure that when Dusty
blows his money, you
don't pull out your checkbook (Lookie! You still did!)
(I know you haven't
got one now, but it's a
theoretic saying). We've been friends almost 4 years
now, and if you don't
listen to others that say the same thing, I hope you'll
listen to me.


I wrote this in part to defend myself, and in part to
let you know my
thoughts on it later. I don't care if it pisses you off
or whatever,
because as an American, I get that little thing called
freedom of
speech. I just have to say that you wonder why: (1) You
have very few
friends, (2) People don't like talking to you for long,
and (3) No one
trusts you. Also, Rob is NOT Dusty's keeper, that is
ROB'S phone and it
wastes his minutes having you call every ten minutes.
Also, if I want to
fuck around and not let you talk to him or tell you
where he is, just
remember that paybacks are a bitch and so am I. I just
took revenge for
when you wouldn't let me know where Rob was when you
were all in Glenrock.


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Date: 3/27/05 7:52:08 PM Mountain Standard Time
From: [email protected]
To: [email protected]
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DONT BOTHER WRITING BACK TO THIS. IF YOU EVER WANT TO TALK
TO ME AGAIN, THEN CALL. IF NOT, THEN I GUESS SOME OTHER
TIME IS WHEN WE'LL SORT THROUGH THE LEGAL WORK

LOVING YOU STILL

ROB

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Subj: (no subject)
Date: 3/28/05 1:31:44 PM Mountain Standard Time
From: UntoldUnknown
To: UntoldUnknown


WizMGM: *glomp*
UntoldUnknown: *Glomp* It's about damn time
WizMGM: My internet died about an hour ago.
UntoldUnknown: From what?
WizMGM: It had a heart attack, I presume.
UntoldUnknown: A heart attack? Really? And it seemed so
healthy....
WizMGM: Yes, it can come quite unexpected.
UntoldUnknown: *Dramatic sigh, then pause.* I hope it
recovers okay.
WizMGM: it seems to be on the road of recovery for the
moment
UntoldUnknown: That's good. Excellent news.
WizMGM: Yes, I'd say so. I'm rejoicing, to be honest
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UntoldUnknown: ??
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UntoldUnknown: Right. Okay.
WizMGM: *chuckle*
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UntoldUnknown: I see. Like me, right?
UntoldUnknown: *rolls eyes*
WizMGM: Hmm... I could be persuaded to like you, maybe.
UntoldUnknown: Maybe. Maybe not. Maybe I don't want you
to.
WizMGM: Maybe you dont want me to do what?
UntoldUnknown: Like me.
WizMGM: And here I hoped it'd be just 'you'. Or rather,
the opposite.
WizMGM: Why would you not want me to like you? I cannot
comprehense that ludicrous idea.
UntoldUnknown: Because that is the wonder of all that is
me.
UntoldUnknown: Incomprehensible and slightly dillusional.
WizMGM: But... I do not care for complete
straightforwardness.
UntoldUnknown: And I do not care for myself. So, we all
must be subjected to such things.
WizMGM: You speak riddles, little lady.
UntoldUnknown: I speak riddles, lies and truth, little man.
WizMGM: I knew there's a reason for loving you.
UntoldUnknown: Really?
WizMGM: Who does not love someone who speaks in riddles,
lies a little and speaks truth when needed?
UntoldUnknown: A fool and his love.
WizMGM: Well, not everyone is perfect.
UntoldUnknown: Of course not. Imperfection leads us all.
WizMGM: And makes us interesting.
UntoldUnknown: And marrs us incompitent idiots.
WizMGM: Not all, little lady. Us two is an example of
competent idiots.
UntoldUnknown: THough not competant enough.
WizMGM: Not competent enough to spell that right. ;)
WizMGM: But why not competent enough? In what way?
UntoldUnknown: Twice I misspelled that ... one of those
words that no matter how many times I correct myself, I
still cannot comprehend.

In what way? To keep myself where I intend it.
WizMGM: and where is that?
UntoldUnknown: Out of trouble, to start.
WizMGM: Ah, that would seem wise. What kind of trouble?
UntoldUnknown: The kind that alters my life, hopes, and
dreams.
WizMGM: well... if it alters it in a negative way, I would
suggest to avoid it altogether
UntoldUnknown: Tried. Failed.
WizMGM: Try again and harder?
UntoldUnknown: Too late to fix certain mistakes. Too late
to deter others.
WizMGM: Avoid those still in the making.
UntoldUnknown: And how do I stop someone else?
WizMGM: hm... it depends on who it is, on what mistake it
is and how it would affect you
UntoldUnknown: Someone I want in the past, meeting that
person is the mistake, and it affects every day living.
WizMGM: the effect would be your little girl?
UntoldUnknown:
In a way.
WizMGM: in a way? elaborate
UntoldUnknown: She's an accident, but not a mistake.
She's the cause of the affect, not the affect itself.
WizMGM: Of course, I didn't meant to say that she's a
mistake.
UntoldUnknown: No, I know.
WizMGM: I'm glad than.
UntoldUnknown: I still have a problem that I don't know
how to fix.
WizMGM: What problem?
UntoldUnknown: The father.
WizMGM: One you'd rather not have in your life?
UntoldUnknown: One I've been trying to rid my life of.
UntoldUnknown: Not working.
WizMGM: How's that working out?
WizMGM: oh...
WizMGM: I'm sorry to hear that.
WizMGM: how have you tried?
UntoldUnknown: Tried talking to him to set up times he
could see her, tried not talking to him at all, tried
telling him to fuck off, etc.
WizMGM: tried moving?
UntoldUnknown: Moving, changing my number... can't get a
restraining order on the fact that "there isn't enough
proof."
WizMGM: I'm sorry to hear it.
UntoldUnknown: Me, too.
WizMGM: I understand.
WizMGM: Did you find a decent replacement yet, though?
UntoldUnknown: Decent replacement?
WizMGM: A boyfriend?
UntoldUnknown: Yeah, right ... 'cause so many people want
to date a single mother with a stalker....
WizMGM: something that goes well, to balance with the bad
stuff
WizMGM: hey, could happen?
UntoldUnknown: Not likely.
WizMGM: Anything else that might be a good thing, than?
UntoldUnknown: Nope. A friend of mine's in town and is
supposed to call but I don't know if he will.
WizMGM: Call him?
UntoldUnknown: I did earlier, and I should call back.
WizMGM: Do so, have a good time.
UntoldUnknown: If he answers, if he picks me up. My car
is dead.
WizMGM: Well, that's no good. Where would you have sex
than?
UntoldUnknown: Who said anything about having sex?
WizMGM: No one, I was being silly.
UntoldUnknown: Sorry. It seems my silly switch has been
disconnected.
WizMGM: How'd that happen? Everyone needs a silly switch.
UntoldUnknown: It broke, like my life.
WizMGM: You're still alive. You've got a beautiful
daughter. And I bet your silly switch still works.
UntoldUnknown: I'm still alive, I have a beautiful
daughter, a shit job, a broken car, a stalker, no one to
love me but her, and I bet my silly switch is unrepariable.
WizMGM: You're smart enoguh to lose the stalker
eventually, you're cool enough to find someone who loves
you and the rest really is only a matter of time.
UntoldUnknown: And money, which is in short supply.
WizMGM: sucky, but not the worst thing in life
UntoldUnknown: No, I guess not. BRB -- I may get
disconnected.

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Date: 3/29/05 7:12:50 PM Mountain Standard Time
From: SimplyTwee
To: UntoldUnknown

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Date: 3/28/05 7:40:52 AM Mountain Standard Time
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I cannot believe what you did. i am very angry at you and
hurt. how dare you go behind my back and text my boyfriend.
i would never do that to you. that was not your right to
get involved. i thought i could trust you enough to tell
you what was going on without fear that you would get
involved. now you have made everything worse. hes not mad
at me thankfully and he did come over last night and we
worked a lot of this out but he is very hurt by your text
messages. you know what we both have problems what couple
doesnt but you getting involved makes you no better than
your own mother or megan for that matter. i am very hurt
that my own mother would do that to me. you would never do
that to kim you and i both know that.i am not a child
anymore and you dont call all of the shots. you just made
everything awkward now because what happens in the future
if we get married are you going to want to come to the
wedding? probably not. what if you want to see the kids
are you going to be able to be around him long enough to
see them or even at holidays. i would talk to you about it
in person but i am very hurt and might say some hurtful
things to you and i dont want to do that plus i find it
very hard to talk to you especially if im angry. why is it
that you always find the need to find something wrong with
everybody you meet? all i wanted was for you to listen to
my problems not get involved so from now on i dont expect
you to ask me and if i say i dont want to talk about it
maybe youll respect that like you do with kim instead of
getting angry when i say i dont want to talk about it and
walking away. i trusted you. you are just another person i
can add to my list of people who dont support my desicion
to be with jason yes he has his faults but so do i. we are
both going through a lot here hes not a bad person. in fact
hes the only person who makes me happy. i would be angry at
him if he did the same to you. i should have never told you
what was going on now hes afraid to even come see me at
home because you hate him. so i guess i will continue my
hunt for an apartment so none of you will have to deal with
me anymore.and no im not going to be a bitch to you at home
because i expect this conversation to end here unless you
feel the need to explain yourself or apologize and i dont
want to have a "discussion with dad" either this is between
you and me and if you have anything more to say on this
subject then i suggest you take care of it not dad
otherwise id like to go on with my life and jason will just
have to come over only when you are down stairs.

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