Celebelly

31-3-2005 Fuck that shit!

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!
*runs around like a insane person (wait I AM a insane
person.... . .)*

Pony needs to be checked tomorrow by vet, and if he says
he is okay, Tristan will have new owners!!!!

Went to psychiatrist today... Jeez get the hell off my
back... Se wants me to drag my family into therapy, I was
like WHATEVER! I don't give a damned thing about these
attempts to "heal" me... They should stop trying to fix
me, I am as I am, not broken but not heal either, I am
just me.. A pathetic little mortal person who likes to
listen to Nirvana or Celtic music, who likes the books and
movies of Lord of the Rings, who likes reading in general,
who loves cute guys... And who is just feeling like shit,
because that may be what she is?!

I am just sick of hearing; Oh you're so strong and doing
so well.
Fuck that shit! I am a LOSER and a faillure, have heard
that all my life... Not to mention I am ugly, I don't have
any friends and I am born to show other people they are
worth more than me!

Anywyas, further nothing interesting today.. Am just sick
of nagging parents, but that is how I mainly feel...
~Celebelly~