kanna_santosh

mylife
2005-03-30 22:53:49 (UTC)

santosh

why do u want to continue sabrewatch?
chances of getting credit card and loan is high but life is
frustating there.minimum respect to the job , unpaid
breaks,duties are shit,risk from thiefs.i know if i can make
manage to continue there there are chances of getting more
money but i dont whats going to happen with me if i go on
with that job.so lets see how far i can go but anyway i
should do the job for a while or say untill 3 months so that
i can apply for a credit card(min employement 6 months).by
that time changing of job will be easy as there would be
some experience , car driving, and improve english,sort out
few things at workplace.
how abt continuing cheadle?work pressure is lot and long
hours but it looks like there is no other place at the
moment where i would be comfort and loose impression of
asking another store very soon.thats not a problem but the
first one is the main reason and as i got used to it it
looks like its better to continue for 1 or 2 months..
how abt searching for new jobs?
if i get security job which is for 12 hours shift then its
ok or if it is another job its of no use untill u get a
credit card.any way see how things go
how abt the car?
will decide in another 2,3 days.
how if marry her?
as sex is most important for me .she doesnt looks like she
likes it as i do.and she wont look much active in sex.and i
DONT THINK i will be much thrilled of having sex with her as
i know her since my childhood and also because she likes me
a lot.And on the other hand there would be problems from my
mother as she wont like the relation.my brother and father
would be more comfort and may cause problems .cant control
or its difficult.not much money to come as dowry.and the
main thing there is a chance that our child may face
problems.she may take lineance of me and would be a headache
everytime.she is a vegetarian and is again problem to me and
praises a lot to god which i wont do.as u know i like
children may be than anyone in the world.they may bring all
my what ever lost happiness to me.how should i take risk of
marrying her?
what if i wont marry her?
i dont know how her character is going to be.she might be ok
assume.will she cope up with my family.i think i can manage.
good dowry .i expect good sex life.not much problems from
home.but will i feel guilty of ditching her (intentionally
or un )say by default-because there is a chemistry between
us and oops sorry i promised her that i am going to marry
her.any way i should think will i be guilty of not marrying
her for my whole life or see if i can have healthy children
, change her life style and manage my family?




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