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Diana's Online Diary
2005-03-29 17:16:33 (UTC)

Ham and cheese

Saw Ro last night. We just hung out at my apartment.
Then I called Holly, then I watched a few episodes of
Friends. Tonight I'm hanging out with Lisa. Tommorrow
night I'm supposed to talk to Ann after the Newman
meeting. I'm gonna try to stop at Acme on my way home
tonight... I need some food. John Wells is home from
Cuba. The trip to AC is gonna be awesome. So many people
are going: Me, Holly, Frank, Jess, Megan, Ro, Nick, Ross,
and... Angela. We're bringing money, alcohol, and the
video camera.... haha dangerous combination! I'm really
mad at my expensive DVD recorder. I recorded some home
movies on a DVD and it seems that the DVD will only play
on that recorder, and it can't be read by a computer or
any other DVD player. What the hell's the purpose of
making copies then! I'm pissed. I still have to
imortalize my Hanson tapes...!

"I got the call today, I didn't wanna hear
But I knew that it would come
An old true friend of ours was talkin' on the phone
She said you found someone
And I thought of all the bad luck,
And the struggles we went through
And how I lost me and you lost you
What are these voices outside love's open door
Make us throw off our contentment
And beg for something more?

I'm learning to live without you now
But I miss you sometimes
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I knew, I'm learning again
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

These times are so uncertain
There's a yearning undefined
...People filled with rage
We all need a little tenderness
How can love survive in such a graceless age
The trust and self-assurance that can lead to happiness
They're the very things we kill, I guess
Pride and competition cannot fill these empty arms
And the work I put between us,
Doesn't keep me warm

I'm learning to live without you now
But I miss you, Baby
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I figured out, I have to learn
again
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But everything changes
And my friends seem to scatter
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore"




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