Ad 2:
2005-03-29 13:23:40 (UTC)


Hey guess what? My life completely sucks right now, but
what else is new? Things aren't going good with Josh right
now; well at least I think so. I feel like I’m taking up
too much room in his life. Cause he keeps telling me that
he needs to figure out what to do with his life, and that
he has to get his shit together. Well I feel that he is
telling me to back off. And the thing is I never see him,
maybe like three days a week if I’m lucky, so I don’t know
what’s up with that… Yesterday I think I talked to a total
of five people all day, which is not me at all. Oh, and of
course josh didn’t call me on his break, so I don’t know if
I’m even going to his house late tonight. Plus my boss is
really pissing me off because she just hired four new
people, and I told her that I wasn’t going to quit for a
couple more months since I moved. Well now she cut my hours
way down, way more then they were. Plus like Sunday, which
was Easter kind of sucked ass. Cause I went to breakfast
with my mom’s family, and she wasn’t there so I was happy.
But Josh came and picked me up, and we went to his
grandma’s house for like dinner/lunch. I don’t think I left
such a good impression, because I was all quite, and I kept
to myself, which I think is normal because I didn’t know
anyone there. But I still fell bad about it. Other stuff is
going on too, like stuff with my step mom. She is really
getting on my nerves. But I got to go, cause I’m in first
hour right now, and I’m supposed to be doing work, I’ll try
to write later, bye…