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The Adventures of Jules Santana
2005-03-28 15:23:03 (UTC)

Reluctant Entry

I really don't want to write any more about the whole issue
with Orlando, but I feel the need to close this chapter
regardless. Having gotten numerous comments and responses
about his email that he sent me, I find the common theme
being that he's either insane, delusional, paranoid, or
just a down right damn mess. Either way, it still all
leads to the same end result, and that is that I can not
and will not tollerate or have people in my life that are
like this. I really do care about Orlando, and I only wish
him the best things in his life, but he is destroying
himself and in the process trying to take me down with him,
or at the very least use me as some sort of mechanism in
this whole scheme of things. So it only means one thing
can be done, he's got to be dismissed. I'm not sure how
long it will be, but from this day forward, I believe that
our friendship has been dissolved. I know I still have
some things of his, and I believe he has some things of
mine as well. All I ask is that I get my Snoop CD back,
and that's it. Maybe I should give him a card to a
therapist or something...I'm not sure, but what I am sure
of is that we can't be friends anymore. It's sad, but it's
true, and that's just one of the things you have to deal
with in figuring out your life and what will and won't be
accepted. I give people the utmost respect and ask for
nothing more than the same in return, and I consistently do
not get it from Orlando. So I guess that's that. I wonder
if I should feel sadder than I do right now????? Nah,
bitches wanna act like they don't have any sense, and it is
apparently my job to smack them out of complacency. Fuck
That!!!




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