Helpless mosochistic love
A mask (poem)
There is a mask I wear, that hides my face, covers my
hopes and fears. It covers all the situtions that cause
This is not a mask of meaning, just something to hde
me from reality, I wear it to look confident, inside is
something I cant let you see.
Outside is a person who is soical and kind, and acts
like they want peace, inside is a mess of confusion and
hate that I struggle not to release.
I pray the mask will not be lost, found, or revealed.
The day I choose to remove the mask,
Is the day that I will be healed