a girl in a world of loneliness

the one no one knows about
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2005-03-24 05:24:46 (UTC)

loneliness

tonight i just asked a friend if my feelings weirded him
out...he said they did sometimes since i have a
boyfriend...and at the time i was "all over him" he had a
girlfriend...he basically told me he didn't feel the same
about me as when he did the first 2 years of when we knew
each other...our freshman year to the end of last
year...our sophmore year...he just likes me as a good
friend and i wish differently now even though i had the
chance to be with him...i fucked that up royally...even
though i'm still with rick...i wish i wasn't...i can't
help that my feelings toward him have
disappeared...they've changed over the years...it's
strange how that can happen without me knowing...oh
well...nothing new to add...so i guess i'll stop while i'm
ahead...


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