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Where is the Love?
2005-03-22 18:31:01 (UTC)

Tuesday, March 22, 2005----Glimmer of Hope

Well, although I said I was not going to contact him and
wait for him to contact me, I broke down and sent an email.
He called like 5 minutes after I sent it. It just said
thank you for building the computer and that it is really
cool. He told me he had to "leave suddenly" on Saturday to
go out of town. That he had just come back and was checking
his emails. He said he had "meant" to call me, but between
driving and sleeping he could not find the time. When,
when, when will I ever learn? Am I wasting my time here? He
didn't have to call me at all. He could have just emailed
me back, or just left it at that. I miss him so much. I
really feel like I have fallen in love with this man. But,
it is so hopeless, as he is so emotionally unavailable it
is pathetic. I know I am the perfect woman for him. I am
hot, super-sexy, smart and stable. I am also very loyal and
give my love unconditionally to the people I become
attached to. I know I am just setting myself up for further
rejection. But I do love him so much. I wish he would love
me. :(




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