Kalamity K

The Daily Chaos of Kalamity K
2005-03-22 03:50:44 (UTC)

Today Was Day 2

Yeah.

It was hard. Harder than I thought, easier than I thought
b/c people at work distracted me with their idiotic
bullshit - or it would have been really hard. As it was,
I cried at my desk once or twice reading an e-mail from
YWSBN, the one I asked him to write despite the fact that
we said goodbye for a while on Saturday. I wrote him one
back, and I have one left to write before bed (coming
shortly, I'm tired) and then that's it for a while.

It shouldn't have to be this way. IT REALLY SHOULDN'T
HAVE TO BE THIS WAY. [-feels tears at the backs of her
eyes-]

I don't even want to write about it, except to say that I
will carry the words from those e-mail in my heart and
mind and soul for as long as we are forced to be apart.
They were beautiful. Absolutely, soul-touchingly, heart-
wrenchingly beautiful.

I have to go and do my stuff before bed. An e-mail awaits
and then I'm going to crash. Wrote a bit today. It's
going slowly but at least it's going again. I told you
that might be the only good things to come of all this
horrible stuff. I just don't have the energy to do
anything more than that...

I'm still numb. I will be for a long time, I think. Be
ware when it wears off. It could be dangerous.

K2




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