Goodnight, Starlight.

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2005-03-17 06:11:49 (UTC)

March 17th

"She said "dont, dont let it go to your head. Boys like
you are a dime a dozen. Boys like you are a dime a dozen."
She said "you're a touch overrated, you're a lush and I
hate it, but these grass stains on my knees they won't
mean a thing." I'd never lie to you. Unless I had too.
I'll do what I got to, the truth is you could slit my
throat and with my one last gasping breath, i'd apologize
for bleeding on your shirt."


I just keep going back. Maybe its unconditional. No matter
what he does, I want to hate him, but I can't. I still
feel the same as ever. I don't know. It's stupid. I'm not
going to dictate how I feel, I'm just going to see what
happens. And just forget about it. i wish he wasn't like
the way he is. I wish he cared for other people. I wish I
wasn't just there while he's waiting for the other girl to
come back. There's nothing I can do. I can't change the
way he is. Anyway...

Monday night I slept over Kendras. We played wonderful
dressup, me with a stupid dress and a blonde wig. Her with
blue spandex and a fur coat. We went to sleep, woke up,
had wonderful PANS! Ha. Pans Pans Pans. Hey, Guess what I
like? PANS!. Do you know who I like? PANS!. Hey...Guess
what, what? PANS!. Okay, I'm done. We then watched some
home movies of her and her sister from 1991, Christmas
day. "Kendra say Apple." "Appu". Hilarious. After that,
her papa came, so we got ready and he took us to Putting
Edge!!! So many pictures, such a wonderful time. 62 for me
and 57 for you. I think. I forget. Then we went to
subway. : ) Who DOESN'T like Subway. I swear, i own that
place by now. I get it like 3 times a week, seriously.
After that, we rented Saw and went home and... saw it.
HAHA. yeah, That was bad. So yeah, we went back to her
place and watched it in her basement. Lights out.
Wonderful wonderful movie. Its funny, its about the Jigsaw
Killer, and its one of those movies you have to piece
together. it didn't make complete sense until the very
end. But I loved it. I'd watch it again. We then decided
we would go to the Pavilion, like, 5 minutes before the
show started. We were only... 30 minutes late. Oh well,
Filmore North was playing first. I have to say, they were
better then the last time I saw them. But they still
sucked. So, the bands that played were Filmore North, The
Douchbags, The Letter Unfolds, Pledgecry, and She Kills. I
am in deep love with Pledgecry. Like a mix of My Chemical
Romance, and Taking back Sunday. I went to buy a demo,
they were only 3 dollars, but ALL the merch was sold out.
But I did get a free SheKills demo that doesn't work.
Wonderful? They were giving away CD's and stuff right
before each band started. To be exact, The Chemical Bro's,
and Underoath (is that the name of it?), and different
prize packs, like The Salads, and Pledecry. I want to go
to the Weakerthans show next Wednesday, but its a school
night and it probs wont be over till around 10, so theres
a very high chance I can't go. So, today i got up at
around 12:30 (i was tired..) got on the computer, took a
shower, got ready, went to Stacey's around 5. Because it
was her birthday. I'm saying that because its not 2 am on
Thursday. sigh, i can't believe I'm still up and not
tired. So anyway, I gave her 15 dollars. I had 5 pieces of
pizza (note that the pieces were tiny and square cause
they were from Greco) 2 helpings of salad, and half of my
piece of cake (so what, i was hungry...) the other half i
smushed in Chris's face. Haha. He had icing all over his
face. it was funny. Yet it made me feel like i was going
to be sick. Overall, it was a good night.

I'm so glad everything is cleared up between you and I. I
hate it when theres negitivity between us.....

signed your one and only...

-michelee. mackiee 3


There's blood in my mouth 'cause I've been biting my
tongue all week
I keep on talkin' trash but I never say anything
And the talkin' leads to touchin'
and the touchin' leads to sex
and then there is no mystery left

And it's bad news
Baby I'm bad news
I'm just bad news, bad news, bad news

I know I'm alone if I'm with or without you
but just bein' around you offers me another form of relief
When the lonliness leads to bad dreams
and the bad dreams lead me to callin' you
and I call you and say "C'MERE!"

And it's bad news
Baby I'm bad news
I'm just bad news, bad news, bad news

And it's bad news
Baby it's bad news
It's just bad news, bad news, bad news

'Cause you're just damage control
for a walking corpse like me - like you

'Cause we'll all be
Portions for foxes
Yeah we'll all be
Portions for foxes

There's a pretty young thing in front of you
and she's real pretty and she's real into you
and then she's sleepin' inside of you
and the talkin' leads to touchin'
and the touchin' leads to sex
and then there is no mystery left

And it's bad news
I don't blame you
I do the same thing
I get lonely too

And you're bad news
My friends tell me to leave you
That you're bad news, bad news, bad news

You're bad news
Baby you're bad news
and you're bad news
Baby you're bad news
and you're bad news
I don't care I like you
and you're bad news
I don't care I like you
I like you