melb00m

mels world
2005-03-17 05:41:43 (UTC)

No one to talk too.

I have nobody to talkt oo anymore. Its like i have
surrounded myself in people that make me feel like im a bug
on the wall. like even my roomate treats me like im
nothing comparedt o her friends.. and i used to be one of
her firends.. and now my boyfriend.. He just has no
patience for me. I havne't talked to him at all today.
its just not worth it.. I mean i can see the dead end road
that we are heading down. And i want to prevent it cause
we used to have it so good. And then lately its just been
shit.. ANd hes been so mean tome which makes me upset
which makes him more mad.. and then we just never resolve
anything.. I Need to find the strength to just get over the
need to talk to him lots.. and just see if he will come
around. Im hurt right now.. He really hurt me last night.
I donno what to do or say to him anymore. Im just gonna
leave it and see if he comes around. IM not gonig to be
seeing hime for a good month at least anyways.. so maybe he
will come around and invite me down.. I love him.. :(




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