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beaytiful allure
2005-03-15 04:10:18 (UTC)

bad luck strikes again....

Man i hate cars!ive spent 10 hours today messing w/ my car
for more shit to go wrong after one thing was too care
of .i was sapose to go to hutch so kyles bro can check it
out but i dont think itll make it...so anyways i dont even
know the deal with me and kyle weve talked ....kinda,but
shit,he kept askin if i was mad at him .i did kinda get
mad when he was driving like an ass back from wichita.AND
AFTER I TOLD HIM IM SCARED OF OTHER PEOPLE DRIVING,I
NORMALY DONT LET OTHER PEOPLE DRIVE ME UNLESS I REALLY
KNOW THEM. Ive had so many dreams about wrecking,and im on
the run i dont want to risk alot of shit and it pissed me
off that he refused to comply wit that.I dont see us
gettin too seriouse ... basicley all he has is good dick
and a knowlage about cars.Fuck him i dont need him....but
then i think he does care because hed rather drive then me
get cought up he askes questions about me and my
life ....aaaahhhhh. Guys suck.I ran into ruben today and
for some reason he was looking really inticing,we get
along so good ,he lives too blocks down,weve kinda been
around each other of n on for 6 years but he,along w/every
one eles on the planet is on the meth and the ones who
arnt are so fucking gay!
I think im pregnet,all i wanna do is sleep,ive gained
weight,i jus feel blaaaaah,i dont wanna go find out,it
would be roberts at this point and we havnt talked.even so
at thjis point id put it up for adoption,i cant take car
of myself let alone a child and theres plenty of people
willing to raise kids who arnt able to have them.Man
tho ,and my bodily funkions are becoming more
frequent.lol.i so do not want this but i did it so i guess
i need to fucking deal wit it!
so for now im gonna play online for a min then go to
wallmart to get 'the test' laters




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