muse

void deck
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2005-03-14 12:36:24 (UTC)

cinta...

aku cinta dia. semakin lama aku semakin yakin kalau aku
cinta dia. sangat.

What makes me said what I have just said?

Being admired by a guy I hardly know makes my conviction
on my love for e stronger. So strong. I can't believe I
have continued to nurture my feelings for him all these
years. Five years. Without seeing him frequently. Not even
once in a year. Talked to him less than 5 occassions in
the past 4 years until I met him at the airport 1 year
ago...

"Absence doth sharpen love, presence strengthens it; the
one brings fuel, the other blows it till it burns clear."

How true... how true...

Too bad the love has always been a one-sided one. And I am
so sadomasochistic as to yield to the longing of my heart.
Too continue loving him even when my brain says stop.

My love does not grow... It is not sunned by the other
party, it is not watered with attention from him... Yet,
it refuses to wilt. It stays there... remains there...
deep in my heart.

La Paresse... aku cinta kamu.



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