Kalamity K

The Daily Chaos of Kalamity K
2005-03-14 01:39:36 (UTC)

The Great Freeze Out

Lasgair, mo croidhe,

I'm sure it will take a whole giant five minutes, but I'm
currently deciding to stop speaking to my boyfriend. I've
had it with his bullshit whining. Granted, it was more
than that, and I'm really way more mad about the fact that
we were out having a reasonably fun time together and then
he has to go and be an idiot. I know I do my fair share
of public displays (which I NEVER did until I met him) and
things embarrassing for him and this may well be a double
standard worthy of his approbation (more on what I
perceive to be the fucking double standard in his favour
that we live in, maybe, if I feel so inclined later on),
but just don't fucking embarrass me and we'll be fine. He
doesn't get it, though. I draw a distinction between
things embarrassing in public that are done intentionally
and those that are not (perhaps this is more double
standard in my favour, to justify, I don't care) - I think
I tend to fall on the unintentional side and he on the
intentional side. Just my perception. Tonight, perhaps,
his was unintentional, but there are times when my
distinctly unsympathetic side kicks in and I just want to
tell him to grow the hell up, to suck it up or ideally,
both.

He's knocking. I told him to leave me alone. I'm not
stopping typing. I'm not listening. He was under
pressure and in pain and he's sorry and he has a present
for me and now he wants to turn the light on. LEAVE ME
ALONE. DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND? LEAVE ME THIS HELL ALONE.

I talked to him. YOU STUPID FUCKING BITCH YOU CAN'T EVEN
DO THIS RIGHT. He brought me my Zookies that he got me at
the grocery store today.

K2 [in a very low and quiet voice, that to her, at least,
indicates her extreme fury]

OH MY GOD THE FUCKING GUY DOES NOT UNDERSTAND THE FUCKING
RULES OF ENGAGEMENT AND NOW I AM GOING TO FUCKING CAVE B/C
HE'S CALLED ME TO WATCH TV.

YOU ARE A MOTHER FUCKING STUPID FAT ASSED BITCH FACED SLUT
YOU KNOW THAT, K2? ANY FUCKING IDEA ABOUT THAT YOU STUPID
CUNT?

Yeah. there you go. I finally used the one word that I
refuse to ever say. that's the australian rubbing off on
me, where it means something way less hurtful.

[-S C R E A M S-]

You ahve to look at this baby i'm sorry to interrupt.

NO YOU AREN'T. IF YOU THOUGHT I MEANT ANY OF THIS YOU
OWULD LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU. FUCK
YOU. JUST LIKE I TOL DYOU IN THE ELEVATOR.

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No. That should be FUCK YOU, K2.

So fuck you.

I'm not even fucking going to sign off on this one. FUCK
IT.




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