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Helpless mosochistic love
2005-03-13 07:10:55 (UTC)

Betrayed

I feel betrayed, Another family once opened there arms
to me saying, Come to us if you ever need to, only to
find out that they dont want my problems. Then why the
fuck did you tell me in the first place. If you knew you
were taking all my burdens, it really helped, but now
hearing the news has broken my heart. Another lie, Why
does it hurt so much and why am I crying over it? It
never hurt before, not like this. People lie everyday, why
should this lie matter. But hearing this makes me want
to die. Sitting here crying and typing, my friend leah next
to me, I feel like shes the only one I can talk to now a'
days besides GG, and Brandon. I would talk to them but
now they dont pay any mind. Noone listens better then
friends, Phyciatrists need to burn in fuckin' hell. This
whole world needs to!!! How many times must a heart
brake before you realize your dead inside? I tell you, it
only took one. And now some guy wrote to me saying I
hurt him. What did I do? I want to die I hate all this
fuckin' drama in my life. Please enough of the lies,
someone kill me, my hearts broken and cant take much
more, I cant stop crying, I cant stop......This pain is
killing me, why cant you, god, end this pain?




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