Lizzie182

Unseen Scars..
2005-03-11 17:36:25 (UTC)

Oooh my first time :p

oooh this is exciting.. my first true entry.. see i have a
blog on an msn space (thats also a kinda diary for those
who don't know) but my friends found out the addy and
regularly visit so i have to watch what i write incase it
annoys them.. so damn annoying i can tell ya! so here, this
diary is for strangers eyes only! Oh by the way if you
wanna read my other blog then comment or somethin n i'll
give you the link, just as long as you promise to keep this
one quiet! shhh, its our little secret ;)
right, lets start off with a lil about me.. um, i'm 16
and in yr 11 at school, (woo leaving at t'end of june :D!
though aren't coursework n GCSE's a bitch!) ahem anyway!
i'm erm, a pisces (if that tells you anything!) i love
music, specially bands like blink 182, my chemical romance,
the used, taking back sunday, HIM, funeral for a friend,
three days grace.. and many more but once you get me
started i'll never stop, i really won't! i play guitar or
geeeeetar as i like to call it! i snowboard, i guess i'm
pretty chilled n friendly and i'm ever so slighty odd..
right ok, introductions over and now i'm gonna get
down to the serious stuff! i'm gonna tell you about whats
going on right now in my life.. well love life to be
precise.. k here we go (sorry if it gets a lil
complicated!) i'm going out with a guy, called David, my
ever so lovely boyfriend.. he is, he's great; funny, sweet,
cute, he looks after me, treats me well and he's everything
you could want in a boyfriend now for that word.. BUT.. i
don't feel anything for him, boyfriend wise.. i really
don't! i think he's lovely and we get along really well but
it just feels very matey nothing more.. we've been together
just over a month and he's always saying how crazy he is
about me.. i just find it really hard with me not feeling
the same, i don't wanna kiss him, be boyfriendy/girlfriendy
with him but he's bound to expect me to.. i think i have to
end it but i really don't wanna hurt him... and then theres
another factor in my love life.. but i'll have to explain
when i have more time.. i have to go..




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