Dove

Just A Place To Vent
2005-03-11 01:47:23 (UTC)

My Children

My children's father took them from me to Oklahoma on the
6th of January and now he and his wife have convinced
them that I'm
the worst person in the world. I miss them so much. I
know that their father is only doing this to hurt me, but
it not only hurts,it's killing me. It feels like I'm in a
never ending nightmare. I love my kids so much that mere
words could never express how much. I haven't heard their
voices other than in my memory for a while now. Trust me
they are in my heart and on my mind all the time. I wish I
could reach out and hold them close to me but he and his
wife have made that impossible. She is even calling
herself their mother. I'm their mother and always will be
not her. They are my children, not hers. There is a court
date for him to get gaurdianship in two weeks. The paper
says there is no one willing or able to care for them like
they are orphans or something. I'm able and willing to do
so, I was doing just that when he stole them from me.
Where is the justice in this? I'm feel like I'm dying
inside. I tried so hard to make sure they had a good life
and know the Lord.
Please God, bring my babies back to me.
Please Lord, if I'm wrong show me, if they are wrong show
them. Amen




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