~E

My Crimes
2005-03-08 21:32:30 (UTC)

it's a shame

I don't think we should be friends anymore.
It's not that I don't like you or that I don't want to
still be friends it's just you don't have time for me and
everytime I talk to you I feel worse then I did had I not
talked to you. I feel like a needy girl who you humor when
you have no one else to talk to. I was being foolish
thinking I would ever even be worthy of being on the stove
let alone being pushed to the back burner. It's not your
fault that your life doesn't revolve around me but it's not
my fault that I want to be importaint in my friends lives.

So I guess it's a seperation due to the fact that neither
seems to have the time... Which is a sad thing because for
the last three years you have helped me to feel good about
myself but now all you do is make me feel like I'm a fly
about your head.

the worst part about this note is you will never read it
because I can't help that somewhere deep in my heart I am
so madly in love with you that you can spurn and hurt me
and I'll just keep coming back.


~E




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