ftrestarr*

Insane in the Membrane
2005-03-05 05:59:26 (UTC)

FrIdAy NiGhT LiTeS

Love is slow. I can speak acapella, and dance barefoot. I
could catch you silently, but we are already gotten. And
once fallen like the stars we have become, we sparkle in
the night like toast. The only phase to hold my fallen
leaves. As they drench your raiment, you reserve me from
harm and into your cove I set up camp. Ultimately leaving
more inert then non-abaft. And all I want is your fealty.
So amen to the words of tomorrow for planning destiny in
advanced for our phases spastically cross and we simply
corner our kisses.

I don't know why I continue to write. It's the most
vulnerable thing I could do. In the case that we are safe
children like we are, I fear a letter may be the catch of
it all. And now, my seven to eight unfold with nothing more
still then useless information. It's harder to write this
letter now because I know what I didn't. I have answers now
that, while questioned made the number one. And so far,
there seemed to be a problem with all this blockage, until
I realized what I was writing about...
you.
The first to know me. The first to sleep with me, the real
kind. The first to see me without make-up. The first to
have a whipped cream fight with. The first to see the stars
falling. First to watch. First to ask. First to accept and
the first to deny. The challenger of my life. Then, there
was the time we had a water fight outside Hollywood Video.
You gave me a ring, and it meant something. You tell me
it's ok and I believe you. The first person to look me in
the eyes. You're the only person I actually touch. The only
hug out of my week. Sometimes I think I should thank you
for my air. All the times we have laughed and then cried.
All the times we have eaten abazaba, all the times I have
been tickled...countless.
There are a lot of things that remind you of me. I don't
think you know it, but I watch you more then you know. When
you just sit and think or you're watching something else, I
know. And when you laugh with your family, or kiss your
sisters, I know. When you make choices, and define your
life and make decisions, you make me want to be a better
person. And when you hold my hand, or look at me, or hug
me, I fall in love all over again just thinking that I may
have the opportunity to kiss those lips.
You make me these promises, and they're promises that I
only wish I had thought of or have and you just say them
because you're stronger, and that makes me stronger.
Together we make a surrounding full of love and it makes me
feel proud not only to know you, but because when everyone
looks at us they're fcuking jealous because they know that
we have what they can't and all they can do is dream and
pray and wish for something LIKE it.
So many letters have been written, although this is not
one written for love. It is written for promise. A promise
that I love you. A promise of hope, and a promise of life.
To make each other better. To raise a realationship that
continues to be faithful and true. Because we didn't make
us this way, it made us.
And for everything ever, thanks. I don't day half as
much as I should. You're my boy. I love you so much. You
make me everything I am. I work harder for you, and I want
more for you then for myself. You are so beautiful. If I
were a rainbow you would be the colors, the rays to my
sunshine, the smile on my happy face, the ticket to my
movie, the life I have dreamt of.
And You are all I need. Please know that.
I know where we'll be in 2,5, and 10 years. I can't smile
without you, and I can't wait to see you face. But for
right now, I guess what I want to tell you is that...
I love you




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