Nasethray

Book of Dreams
2005-03-04 20:12:50 (UTC)

been feeling great

i have been feeling so good lately. i love derek so much. i've been
doing well on my school stuff too. i wonder if derek has gotten the
doll yet, i know he'll love it :). Halo! I love our roleplaying
characters. I love everything about Derek, I think i'm going to cry.
He means so much to me, I just wish he knew how much. I want to
be with him forever, he has always been there for me and he
deserves much better than how i have treated him. I have changed
for him and myself, because now I am a better person. I am a
stronger person. He doesn't believe me though. I don't blame him
after the way i've treated him. but i hope that he can regain his trust
for me. i can't wait until we are engaged, then we can start on a
clean slate. i wonder who came up with that saying..
well i'm gonna go.
100 on math quiz
93 on science test
85 on l.a. test that I didn't study for
hmm..i dunno how i did on my history test today, but whatever.
HISTORY SUCKS. tomorrow will be such a better year without
history!!! i can't wait until summer when derek comes! we are going
to have so much fun together!!!!! I LOVE HIM!!! love, Lauren




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