Cut-Bleed-Die

aLonE i SeEm To BrEaK
2005-03-04 17:23:12 (UTC)

im eating crackers.

I am sitting here in class doing absolutely nothing. I
realized I haven't written in a while, so yeah, I wanted to
change that! haha.. I haven't really been doing anything
lately.. hanging out with Steph and Chris mostly. Smoking,
drinking.. going to school.. kind of. I got a truancy the
other day. Not good! Umm.. I don't know if I wrote about
this, but my little sister was in the hospital for
overdosing on E and coke.. she's ok now, but it was the
scariest thing I have ever had to go through. My dad found
out that I smoke. I was stressed at the hospital and I
didn't care anymore.. I was outside and he walked out and
saw my sister and i smoking in my mom's car. Oh well.. I'm
18 and he can't do anything! I have night school on mondays
and wednesdays now.. with Ben!! I'm excited. But i hate the
teacher, she's a bia. Thursdays I get the house to myself
cause my sister goes to Novato for some hip hop dancing
lesson and my mom stays in Vallejo till she's done. It's
nice to be alone sometimes.. especially with Chris.. haha..
I kid I kid.. kind of. I haven't talked to Linds a very
VERY long time. She's still hella busy with Matt.. they go
out Friday nights.. which kinda bugs me cause I'd like to
see her SOMETIME you know? I dunno... I'm not about to open
a can of worms and start a huge fight again. Umm.. so I
think that's about all that has happened lately! Talk to ya
later!
-Nicole




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