...::*Angie*::..

Place my Pieces Together-Angie#6
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2005-03-02 21:28:24 (UTC)

FCAT Days...

Hey everyone...Well my life has been really hectic. On
Monday, there was FCAT.It was cloudy wasnt really weather
for the beach but we went anyway. I went with Manny, Lia,
Eddie, Andy, Kiki, Nubia, Luis, Elena, and Alex. It was fun
and everyone was there. But Eddie was being stupid as
usual...like he wanted to be with me and I just wanted to
be with my friends having fun! So yeah I did I was with
both. I just need my space and I told Eddie that a thousand
times and I even explained it to him that exact day. But
whatever... I saw Anthony and his friends and like usual we
ignored each other, like what else is new. So whatever I
spoke to Anthony that night...talking crazy talk! Whatever
I was told to call him in the morning to see if we would
chill so okay I thought fine he likely wont do anything
since his telling me this. Anyway... Tuesday even more
crazy i left my house and it was cold and I had no ride
cause Manny's cat got sick and he called me last minute and
told me he was going to pick me up. So I was at lia's house
at like 7:30am and I called Anthony when I got to Lia's to
see what he was gonna do... SOLD OUT! He went to the beach
so I went with Andy and Lia cause Manny wasnt gonna go. So
when Andy came to pick us up Eddie called and we scooped
him up too. Whatever it was us 4 and when we got there I
wasnt in the mood for anyone's crap cause Eddie and me had
gotten into a mini fight already so I left to be with my
friends and chill. Anthony was there but I didnt care I was
mad at him anyway cause he SOLD OUT! Anyway...there was rip
current so the waves were crazy. It was so fun! Lia and I
spent a lot of time together and that was kool cause like
the past months I hadnt spent anytime with her cause I was
going out with Anthony. Anyway...I had so much fun and I
hadnt so much fun in a long time!
Guess what? I miss Anthony! Whats new! I dont know how
am I ever going to get over. I miss him so much! I miss his
tender kisses his hugs, how he always liked hugging me and
I am not a person to like hugs but now to get a hug from
him its feel so good. I miss him! Only Lord knows how much
I do miss him! God I wish we could get back together I
would be the happiest person in the whole wide world! Like
I would never do the things I did before. Like I took life
for granted one time but I wouldnt anymore. Everything has
changed ever since he came into my life and I'm trying to
keep all the good habits but I see no point if we're never
going to get back together. Like i'm doing this to get him
back but how would he ever know if he doesnt try to talk to
me or spend time with me. I dont know and as much as I try
I cant forget him when he left me he left with my heart! I
dont know what to do. As much as I try to get over him I
just cant! I DUNNO! Its so frustrating! GOD OPEN YOUR
STUPID EYES AND SEE THAT I AM THE ONE YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO BE
WITH! THAT I AM THE ONE YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO LOVE FOREVER AND
I AM SUPPOSE TO LOVE YOU FOREVER! I AM THE ONE THAT WILL
PROBABLY ONLY LOVE YOU AS STRONG AS I DO! IF YOU COULD ONLY
OPEN YOUR EYES AND SEE AND I AM STILL HERE FOR A REASON!
Like no one understands the way I feel...no one understands
how much I truly do love him and this love is true I know
it I feel it in my heart! Well this is it for now cause I
need to go to work...bye!
*Angie*
p.s.
My b-day is coming up...18! Whoa! Maybe Anthony will give
me a chance then! I HOPE! Bye!


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