Miss Thang

SEE THE DAY THROUGH MY EYES
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2005-03-02 06:50:41 (UTC)

slow down??!!! wtf is that??!!!

Well i had tuesday off work because i literally couldn't
get out of bed..... anyways after waiting in the doctors
surgery what seemed liked a eternity.....dr marshall
examined me and said that im sick due to stress i was like
wtf??? and he asked me about my life and stuff and things
that have happened in the last couple of months..... and he
said if i don't slow down and take time out for myself i'll
end up with chronic fatigue, depression or worse a nervous
breakdown he said that ive caught it just in time otherwise
give it another month and i would have been completely
screwed!!! great a 20 yr old sick from stress???!!! he was
just as amazed by it as i was he said he has never treated
a patient with these syptoms under the age of 30
before.....fan fucking tasic!!!!!

he said i need to get away from everything and everyone and
i told him i was going to Lismore for the weekend and he
said thats exactly what i need.... just have time to
myself... hes given me until friday off work.... im meant
to be resting and just relaxing not doing anything at
all...personally its driving me nuts but meh!!!

i went and stayed at mum and dads house last night cause it
was dad's birthday we went out for dinner mum played the
pokies whilst me and dad played a game of pool i kicked his
arse which i was so proud of!!! :D then today i just laid
on the lounge at mum and dads house and now i'm home. mum
and dad are going down to the bank tomorrow for the
business so i have to attend.... other than that nothing
much else has been happening......just resting and sleeping
and reassesing my life and choices..... and thinking how
much of my life i could have changed and saved myself so
much stress and heartache.... but i guess thats the best
part of the past thats exactly what it is........

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My boyfriend, my dumb donut
Went up to a party just the other night
But three hours later and seven shots of jäger
He was in the bedroom with another chick

And I don't really wanna know
So don't tell me anymore
And I really don't wanna hear
About her feet all up in the air

And well I'm not the one who acted like a hoe
Why must I be the one who has to know?
I'm not the one who messed up big time
So spare me the details if you don't mind

Now I can understand friends who wanna tell me
They think they're gonna help me, open up my eyes
But the play by play makes me wanna lose it
Everytime you do it man, it turns the knife

And I don't really wanna know
So don't tell me anymore
And I really don't wanna hear
About her feet all up in the air

And well I'm not the one who acted like a hoe
Why must I be the one who has to know?
I'm not the one who messed up big time
So spare me the details if you don't mind

Now I don't need to hear about the sounds they were makin'
And I don't need to hear about how long it was takin'
Or how the walls they were shakin'

Now lying in bed wallowing in sorrow
Missin' the tomorrow that we could have had
Running through my head, over and over
Things I never told him that just made me sad

And it drives me insane sittin with a vision
stuck with that image burned into my brain
And I feel so dumb that I could ever trust him
When someone else fucked him, then walked away

And I don't really wanna know
So don't tell me anymore
And I really don't wanna hear
About her feet all up in the air

And so I'm not the one who acted like a hoe
Why must I be the one who has to know?
I'm not the one who messed up big time
So spare me the details if you don't mind

Cuz I don't wanna know
Don't wanna know
(Spare me the details if you don't mind)
Don't wanna know
(Spare me the details if you don't mind)
Don't wanna know...


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