Thoughts of a Sinister Child
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2005-03-01 16:44:13 (UTC)

Thoughts of a Troubled Youth

I can't think straight. I want to cut so badly into my arm
then again slice the throat of an enemy. An enemy that is
my enemies enemy yet my friends friend. How strange is
this? I feel awkward, i feel as if a part of me is missing.
I can't get him out of my head, no matter how hard I try.
He adores me yet I'm with someone else. Why do I have to go
through shit like this? I'm always caught in a triangle, no
matter how hard I try to avoid it I cant. I'm always caught
between two friends, who soon want to become lovers.

Enough about this. Did you ever wonder if there is really a
God up there? If there even is a heaven? I don't think so.
I think God is just an illusion, someone people will
believe in so that when they die it'll be easier to go.
They think there is someone waiting for them on the other
side but there isn't. If God is so great than why isn't he
here? The only real thing I see is the Devil himself. He
toys with everyone, starts the war, laughs in our face yet
we love him. Don't refuse him, because you know its true.
Every fucking day he's right there. Screwing up your life,
with his Lies, Betrayal, War, Drugs, Alcohol, Pain, Hate,
and Sorrow. All are created by him.