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2005-03-01 08:37:32 (UTC)

oh yeah

heh.. i never updated on chad.. what a joke. he was online
again yesterday and we talked a bit. to make a long story
short... he's only interested in sex. he doesn't want a
relationship at all.. i was misled into believing he wanted
to pick up where we left off back then but apparently, I'm
just an idiot.. again. Why me? Why can't someone just
want me for me.. to have time with me not time between my

As I lay here and try to fall back asleep, all I want is
her (S's) arms around me. I always feel so safe with her...

Man my life is fucked up.

*le sigh*