futbolprincess

Rest in Pieces
2005-02-28 23:08:41 (UTC)

shit

I dunno wut to do. We just had a serious conversation. And i
mean it accomplished a lot. i think we both got out on tha
table things we were thinkn. but wow. it left me wit a big
ach in my chest. part longing part missing part confusion i
guess. a lil bit of sadness but overall just love. i feel
like i need to swallow in my throat so the tears dont come
out my eyes. it's a heavy feeling, kinda weighs me down. i
dont think i can move right now either. my legs feel like
lead to the floor. take a big deep breath, but it leaves me
feeling like a shortness of breath just took over. there's
more i want to know. he had to go to bed but theres more
that we talkd about that i want to kno more about. every
heart beat is like pounding on a glass box from the inside,
trying to escape. tryin to find a way out.


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its the next day. juss wanted to write that everyone that im
close to seems to be fuckn stabbn me in tha heart all at tha
same time.




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