Final_Fantasy_babe

Me and my world
2005-02-26 15:44:31 (UTC)

My Dad


So yesterday i started this journal.....

I never suppose why i started it, i feel stupid about
starting one at all, but now that i did, i'm goign to try
and in form you as much as i can.....

Well after having a minor fight with Caroline and starting
this journal nm nice happend yesterday, well we heard we
could go visit my dad...in prison today, so yeah this
morning we toook the bus and well met up with him.

It was quite boring, he told us how srry he was and how
much he loved us....bull shit, if he really cared then he
woudl not have robbed that bank in teh first place. It is
unfair to me and Caroline, we have to go to stupid forster
homes and figure everything out on out own, and i tell
you, it is not easy, i feel sooo empty these days. I wish
i could just well, get my life back. Get mum back get dad
to his usual self, stuff liek that, i mean, i havent seen
Zandra ( my bets friend ) for ages becaus e of this... its
unfair!!! IT IS UNFAIR, IT IS , IT IS, IT IS, DAD!! YOU
THINK YOU UNDERSTAND BUT YOU DONT.....YOUR STUCK THERE AND
IT'S YOUR OWN FAULT BUT WERE STUCK HERE AND IT'S YOURS!!!!
srry i really need to loose that, i keep on wanting to say
him that, but in the end i'm afraid i'll hurt his
feelings, i love him tooo much...i do...but i do hate him
aswell getting us into this mess........

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My list of hot guyz:

1. Ryan ( foster macho nice and cute kid )
2. Reinier ( dutch room mate, he is quite nice..but very
odd )
3. Julius ( a german hunk who thinks letherhose look nice )
4. Josh ( o la la )


there is sooooo many more.....

:) ;) :) :)

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Aftre we got back from visiting daddio, Caroline had a
date with this weird guy.....so i headed over to the
cantine...OH MY GOD, U WOULD LIKE NEVER GUESS U WAS THERE!!
RYAN, NOT ONLY WAS HE THERE, BUT HE TALKED TO MEEEEEEE!!!
I'm soooooo happy this is soooo cool..

this is how teh conversation went :

ryan: Hey, sup?
me: uuhmz nothing much, you?
ryan: nothing ( he stared at the sky, his sooo cute eys
scanning for birds...aaaaaaah i'm in loveeeeeee )
me: why u looking at teh sky ( stupid question i know )
ryan: coz, i like it, i always wonder what it is about, it
intrests me.... ( drool )
me: yeah..it's cool
ryan: ( looks abit oddly at me ) uhmz, you okay?
me; ( drooling ) yeah why?
ryan: ( grins ) nvm, look sweetie i gtg byeeeeeee

HE CALLED ME SWEETIE AYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I'M IN LOVE
I'M IN LOVE
AYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

oh no, gtg reinier is bugging mer for teh comp..


byeeeee


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