MyFxSoul

MyFxSoul
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2005-02-24 04:37:43 (UTC)

Why do I fucking bother?

Am I such an annoying little fuck that no one can listen to
anything that I say? People leave messages while I'm
offline so that they don't have to actually talk. When I
have people on the phone they interrupt in the middle of my
sentence to tell me something about themselves. When I was
trying to talk to my dad tonight he wouldn't let me say
anything about my day but by god I had to listen to what he
and lisa did tonight. He just now figured out that I work
in a copy center and that i'm not just a staples associate.
Amy asked me to call her so I called her on my way home
from work. She made an issue of how I was being quiet and
asked me to talk to her. When I started talking she told me
that her dad needed the phone and that she'd text me
sometime this weekend. I know that I'm not the most
interesting person in the world but can't someone just
pretend to be intersted in what I have to say?

I should leave people the fuck alone. I'm going to go about
my business, do my thing, and go to bed. Forget fuckin
around with calling people, leaving messages and getting no
response. Forget thinking that people like my parents and
close friends would want to know what I've done with my
days. Apparently I've been wrong all along...

I'm angry enough that I can't cry, but enough to where it
doesn't hurt. I think I've been warmly welcomed to the
lonely world.

"Welcome, Melissa, to the world of no one gives a shit
about you!"


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