RideDaGurls17

GRAB LIFE BY THE BALLS
2005-02-24 03:10:33 (UTC)

Feb 23,2005

hey guys.. whats.. up.. n2m.. has anyone of u ever gone
thru one of those moments when ur just plain depressed and
you dont no why? im going thru.. with that.. now.. it
really blows.. im sad and i have know reason to be. well i
guess i do.. i like a gurl you.. see and everyone
disaproves of her. they say she'll cheat on me.. or she's
not g/f material. it really blows.. in ways i can see
where there coming from.. but i dont really wanna hear
it.. ive been talkin to this girl everynight latly..
tonight i did call her on her cell but it was to late for
her to talk. so she said she talk to me later 2morrow..
not exactly what i was wanting to hear at the time.. i
thought if i talk to her i would feel better.. but now
that i called and heard her voice.. i feel lonely.. im
tired of tring to hide the person i like.. its catt. you
all know that. but it sucks to no i cant have her be mine
and only mine.. I really do like her.. i have really
strong feeling for her.. the problem i guess is trust.. I
have no reason not to trust her.. but all these rumors
sayin shes not g/f material.. of shes not what ur lookin
for.. really makes me scared to trust her. i guess i dont
no..i dont no anymore.. im so lonely!!!

i dont really want to talk anymore i think im
gonna go sleep it off hopefully it works.. well till next
time.... ur buddy dick




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