PrincessL

How Do I Tell Them...
2005-02-21 10:40:10 (UTC)

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Well now i am sad...there isnt much i can do about that
right now but i guess in 5 and a half weeks i will be there
and everything will be ok...im guessing that i will get
through the next series of weeks by myself...

I need serious help and I am booking into the doctor
tomorrow morning after i go to work. Im going to try to find
a good cousellor to start seeing up here. Im nervous because
i have never really talked to anyone about it and i dont
want my behaviours and my mental problems to effect my
girlfriend and myself. I only wish i had of spent more time
with her when she was here, i wished that i didnt have to
work and i still wish i didnt have to work..its starting to
really suck arse...

I have had a sit down talk with the rents... and established
one thing...if i decide to move out and go back to victoria
then its on me, noone else. They will not help me, they
refuse to help me...which i say is fair enough...now i have
to get a full-time position down there in childcare and i am
laughing my guts out. Give me 6 months, i cant spend a cent
and i have to be so careful with my money but that doesnt
bother me anymore. Im prepared to go without shopping,
clothes, booze etc for 6 months so i can be where i need and
want to be.

I dont have alot more to type, im tired and i should go to
bed considering i have to be up at 6:45am tomorrow to go to
work...ugh ugh ugh lol nevermind. Its all money. But yes
anyways.

I Love You My Princess, i cant wait to talk to you later
tonight, im missing you terribly and its hurting bad...i
know we discussed this and im going to get help. I promise.
I Love You Baby...i miscalculated...its only 5 weeks and a
day until i am there...not bad at all eh? :P I Love You
Sweetheart mWAH!!!!!!!! *huge hugs and kisses*




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