Miss Thang

SEE THE DAY THROUGH MY EYES
2005-02-19 07:04:07 (UTC)

friday night...........

well me, eryn, lea and kate ended up goign to dooleys and
eryn met up with dustin..... i didn't think she liked him
like that but apparently she does......

i bought kaylen home who is a friends of adams from
dooleys.....lol it was funny.... hes 6 foot 4 and i'm like
stuggling to hit 5 foot 3!!!! lol it was pretty funny....
mark and jamie were with them. mark is the one who got my
number for adam......

it was nothing for either of us so yeah he still is a good
bloke.....

i miss don i just spoke to him... and i do miss him i have
fallin for him and i am going to admit it. i didn't want to
admit it because not alot of people like him but i had a
talk with bevvy and she said who cares what everyone else
thinks live your life for you not how everyone else wants
you to live it......so thats what i am going to do.....

don is coming over on tuesday (so he says) i suppose i
shouldn't doubt him i mean after all he did come over the
other night...... and i'm simply going to tell him. i'm
better off telling him now than down the track things will
be more difficult then.... and if i dip out which i am very
well aware that thats the possibly at least i won't be
wondering the rest of my life what if??? i don't want to
get to my last day of life and look back have have regrets
and what ifs...........

i secretly think he going to freak out he won't show it i
don't think but inside he will be freaking out big
time..... the more i think about it now the more i think i
shouldn't tell him...... but i have to know where i stand
so i have to....... just swallow my pride and tell him.....

oh god i'm nervous thinking about it. jesus how am i going
to tell him?? i think about him every day.... at least
once. something i see or i hear reminds me of him.... its
realy pathetic..... you only do this shit when your in a
relationship.... well i do anyway.... like if you have a
crush on someone then you will very well think about them
every day or certain scents or places, people,things won't
trigger anything for you or very rarely..... but when yor
with someone ust about everything can be related to them in
some way because your seeing the world throgh rose coloured
glasses...... its a stupisd theory that written here
doesn't really make any sense but i understand it i know
what i was trying to say.........

me and eryn have been invited to dustins for drinks
tonight..... i'm really tired but i will go for eryns sake
i guessl.... well i will have to cause i have to drive her
over there....... but anyways i thought i would go for a
while and then comehome and when eryn wanted to come home
she could ring me and i will go and pick her up.

i'm so fucked up over don..... its driving me fucken
insane..... i hate not being in control........

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what痴 within
And I致e been there before
But that life痴 a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don稚 want nothing at all
If it ain稚 you baby
If I ain稚 got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain稚 got you, Yeah

Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that痴 the only way to prove you love him
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share
with no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all
But I don稚 want nothing at all
If it ain稚 you baby
If I ain稚 got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain稚 got you, you, you
Some people want it all
But I don稚 want nothing at all
If it ain稚 you baby
If I ain稚 got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain稚 got you, yeah

If I ain稚 got you with me baby
See, nothing in this whole wide world don稚 mean a thing
If I ain稚 got you with me baby

............................................................

But all I want to know baby is if what we had was good....
(ohhhh oh oh oh)
just pick up the phone Damn!(ahhhhh... yeah babe)

I keep your picture upside my bed (umm)
And I still remember everything you said (umm)
I always thought our love was so right
I guess I was wrong (ohhhhh)
Always thought you'll be by my side
Pappa, now youre gone (and im not trying to hear that shit)
What I wanna know baby, if what we had was good
How Come You Dont Call Me ,.. anymore
Still like a fire on a rainy night (didnt think that did
you)
I still like it better when you holding me tight.. (ya know)
Everybody said,everybody said that we should never part
(unnn....nooo)
Telling me Baby Baby Baby why
Why you wanna go and break my heart ( hey hey hey heyyy)
All I wanna know is baby if what we had was good
How come you dont call me anymore


Sometimes it feels like Im gonna die
If you dont call me pappa
ohhhhhh you got to try
I'll get down on me knees hopeing you please
pleease (ohhh oh) hoooo wont you call me sometime pappa

(you know its just one lousy quarter)
Why dont you call me (anymore)
Why on earth cant you just pick up the phone
You know I dont like to be alone
How come you dont call me (why must you touture me)
How come you dont call me (UNTIL FADES)

for the love of fucken god! GET THE FUCK OUTTA MY HEAD
DON!!!!!
your giving me the shits!! lol

i suppose he has done nothing really other than be himself
and i was told when i met him whats hes like and i'm the
one who still fell for the guy so its really is only my
fault...... but its easier to for me to blame him....lol
its called venting.....

anyways i best be off and doing something other than be on
a 6x8' screen...... lol

love you all
xoxox





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