wdya wnt

things chg
2005-02-18 16:56:06 (UTC)

sincerly repressed

So it has been weeks and i finally get a little relaxation,
some much needed pampering from the oposite sex. Since my
2005 decree has been handed down " Use it or loose it " I
have been on my wild wave of complete self gratification
not "self" some one other then my own hands). My youthful
vigor has allowed my heart to stray. good thing there was
no one it was attached to other then my own damn
reflection. I guess i became bored with looking at my self
agreeing with the lady in the mirror that we are to
attractive and young to keep sitting on this potenital. So
i took matters into my own hands, there is a certain
freedom when you make the choice rather then just going
with the flow. This like many is just a phase, im sure in a
few months when i get bored with this i will step out of
the male flooded world and sit back on my spot of the hill
and just be me pondering and reflecting on life.

My mother has been out of town tending to my sick
grandmother. That is not the issue, I miss her company.
More im sick of being in the house with her back stabbing,
conieving, completly aggrivating husband.

Ahhhhnyway....its a three day weekend, this should be
either a totally enjoyable weeked or a subtly boring one.




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